Sunday, June 18, 2006
Dikir puteri... must have been the fastest competition ever. only 3 groups in... wonder what happened to the other groups who had signed up to the competition but backed out in the end.
We won... we didn't want to expect or hope for anything. it is anybody's game truthfully. it is after all up to the judges to decide who wins what. and balqis won best lyrics, best song, best awok2, best singer and 1st placing... i didn't really hope for the best lyrics part but when we heard we won that category, everybody was seriously happy for Yanni. this is her reward for her hard work. i admit i made a lot of mistakes on stage because i only came down to 3 trainings due to my work and classes. these two things are seriously taking up a lot of my time and energy.
and yesterday morning, i woke up to fauzi shivering like it was winter when there was not even a fan or air conditioner on. he was suddenly down with fever... very high fever. he was bundling himself up, shivering like mad but his body was so hot. that stubborn lil sayang of mine didn't even want to shower with cold water to cool his body down because he thought that he'll be fine. well, he seems a bit better today but still having fever. my poor baby was so weak yesterday during his perdana training. he couldn't even sit down for a short period of time due to his dizziness. and i got even more worried when he only ate like 10 spoonfuls of food the whole day yesterday. seriously, seeing him like that nearly made me cry. i felt so helpless and lost, not knowing how to make him feel better. i couldn't even touch him because he said my hands were cold even though it is normal body temperature. i can only pray to Him that he's taken cared of and that he doesn't get worse. so so so so so worried for him...
and now i need sleep.... i had a looooongg day....