Wednesday, January 18, 2006
busy busy busy.... i've never been this busy in such a long time!! work... dance... dance... and more dance. ok, can i clone myself? i am feeling tired from just thinking about it. :)
modern dance trainings... PA practices... aida and abang im's nikah and sanding processions... at least is ok with me only working from 9.30am to 2.30pm, five days a week. my work day passes by fast.
and time with him is getting shorter. how?!?! sigh, he's now having his field camp with his recruits. how i wish i can talk to him but by the time i come back, he'd already be back in the jungle and reception is screwy. and i am worried about yanni and aida. with both of their situations going against them, i can only pray that He protects them from harm and keep them safe.
the dance performance recently at ite bishan was ok ok. the pa system sucks to the max. screwed up big time sia. i had a mind to just bash the pa system and stick it in the sound people's throat. it didn't help that i wasn't feeling well that day. didn't help that i wasn't feeling well the past couple of weeks. my energy is draining out and i can't seem to regain it back the next day. no coffee or redbull does it for me now. crap right?
i just don't want to go out at all this weekend. i don't even want to walk to causeway point, if possible. i just want to stay home with him, cuddle up and sleep. he makes the best pillow for me. just smelling his armpits can put me to sleep.. not that it smells to the point of rendering me unconcious. hehehe... his smell just reminds me so much of my bantal busyuk. and my bantal busyuk never fail to yonk me to sleep. i've never minded sleeping on the floor and he sleep on the bed in his room, as long as i get to smell him before and after i sleep. wonder why the floor? i sleep over a comforter on the floor in his room when i sleep over because it feels more comfortable for me. weird? no, because i used to sleep like that when i was a kid, due to my other 4 siblings and mother sleeping in the 2 rooms in my former flat. i am just a simple girl with simple needs and wants and who is satisfied sleeping on the floor just as long as i've got my bantal busyuks. :)
i am missing you so terribly. like you said just now, the days are passing by so slowly. i just hope i will be able to hear your voice at least once this week before the weekend. and sayang, maybe i should just call you my babusyuk(bantal + busyuk)... hehehehe. i love you babusyuk... muacks!! :P
meantime, pray for my health. i think i might fall sick soon enough from my hectic, hectic schedule. sheesh, just pray that i even have time to eat!! tonight could probably be the only night i can update my blog this week!
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