Saturday, December 31, 2005
last thursday, i went tanning at siloso beach with akin and mai. the rest couldn't make it due to reasons i am not sure of myself...
well.... i am officially tanned!! wish i have a picture to show but too bad i do not have a digital camera. if not, click click all the way sia!!
after the tanning session, mai had to go off so me and akin went to yanni's workplace. had our super huge lunch there. didn't even feel like having dessert. so off we went to play pool. ehehehhe... i won most of the games. the only one time i lost was because i had put the black ball in with the white. oh well, hope to play pool with her again!! :) after pool, we sat down infront of taka and had a looonng girl talk. feels like i have found a good friend in her. talked senseless about stuff... hehehe... cannot say about what. secret!!
then we found out that jun was working and so we walked all the way from taka to dhoby ghaut area to the cafe she's working at. soon after came nur and her friend(i keep forgetting her name even though she's pretty!!! darn it!) to talk nonsense.
when the rest went home after that, jun and i met up with ogy, nad and a friend of nad at starbucks plaza singapura. i think his name is apu... hehehe weird. we sat down there until about 11pm and then went to nad's workplace for a small chilling session. turns out to be a christmas cum new year party. well, didn't even seem like a party. all were just sitting down inside or outside the cafe minding each other's business. bored like mad... and nad's manager kept flirting with me. eeeee.... so obvious that he's the type to menyundal(have sex for fun). his friend told us that he was actually married before and that quite a lot of the cafe's female crew quit because of his menyundal ways. later that night, his minah girlfriend and her minah friend came down. hahahhaa... immediately got stuck to them and couldn't bother me anymore. i was so relieved sia!! and there was this indonesian guy who, from behind, looks so much like fauzi!!! i kept gritting my teeth each time i saw this guy. made me feel like calling him but thought that it was a bit late to call or message. he did say to call when i reached nad's place. so that was what i did when i got to her home and was in her home clothes. turns out, he got upset that i didnt tell him that it was actually a party and for the time i reached nad's place(which was 4 am). i had no choice but to wait for nad to want to go home anyway, so that's why i got home late. sheesh... he got upset. i got frustrated. so i sleep....
woke up at 2plus pm the next day. didn't feel like waking up at all because nad's bed was just soooooo damn comfy!!! wonder how her bed became like that. I WANT A BED LIKE THAT!!! :)
made my way to ulu pandan cc for the youthfest meeting. while on the way there, i actually argued with fauzi through sms. sigh... wat daaaaa!!! and so i went to the meeting. i will be so damn busy next year. how to take bike license sia if like this!!!! :P and accidentally met aida and ana in the train on the way back. so good to see aida again. she handed me her wedding invitation. so cool!!! hehehee... i am sincerely happy for her.
well, i got home while my brother lepak-ed with the variasi guys at woodlands park. decided to call him and it was nice to hear his voice. but it wasn't long before we got into a frustrated conversation. and being the gembeng me(crybaby!!!), i cried because he said something that hit a raw nerve. it had hurt.. so of course lah cry. i hate to keep it inside when i feel like crying. makes my mood even worse. but we are fine now. we just needed to clear up the misunderstanding. he asked me such a sweet question when i was crying... "don't you ever wonder that during such times that might make us separate, we actually need a hug?" sigh... he can say things that i so truly wish for, like as if he had read my mind. had a couple of good laughs after such a tense moment... sigh.. i love that man with all my heart. i really don't know what i'd do without him. to him, i am all that he's got. to me, he's my guardian angel. perfect for each other?? possibly... *grins* i am actually glad he's telling me what he feels now. i am finally on the path of understanding him better. sweet love...
thank you Allah for the love you've showered on me, my family, my loved ones and fauzi. the bad times are tests from You and the good times are bonuses. i pray the coming year to be a better one than before... so to all, Happy New Year!! may all your goals and dreams come true...
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