Tuesday, December 27, 2005
been so busy the past weekend that i've not time to update anything at all!!
the competition was fun!!! we didn't win anything but hey, it was a good experience and i made more friends. it was cool to have the KM peeps cheering us on from below though!! i suppose we didn't win because we were not hip hop enough. it was a hip hop dance competition anyway and we had added in arabian, zapin and hindustan music. hehehehe... oh what the hell.. i had fun!! and i never felt any loss because i had him by my side. just seeing him there supporting me makes me want to do even better the next time round.
after the competition, we had our dinner at century square and headed off to esplanade for a bit of celebration. hehehe... my baby had brought along a 1 litre absolut vodka vanilla and since the rest was around, why not share it right?? weeeee.... we continued on even at admiralty!! goodness, i think i got tipsy because i didn't remember much after getting home. sheesh... i should never drink like that again!! even though he was around to take care of me, i think that'll be the first and last time i'll do something like that again!!! scary lah..
we are getting closer and closer now. i feel totally comfortable in his presense. he doesn't make faces or hide what he thinks and feels. gosh, we have so much more fun together now!!! and just now, we went to JB with doc aidil and even though we were packed like sardines in the immigration room back to singapore, i didn't even feel frustrated because he was around to make fun of the people around us and make me laugh. he could even joke about whether we'll be married by 2011 because he saw my passport's expiry date. it got me wondering too. if things go smooth and steady, he'd sign on into the police or civil defence and hopefully i'd still be working in the infantcare centre.
oh yah!! i got the job at the infantcare centre!! weeeee!!! i am actually looking forward to working there because the environment is so conducive and cheery. my boss is a lovely young lady with a sweet husband and two cute kids. thank you to those who actually prayed for me. no matter who or how little people prayed for me, it matters to me because i got the job in the end!! syukur alhamdulillah...
ok back to the story, if things go well for us, we'd be engaged by next year or 2007 and get married by 2009. insya'llah lah if He decides to shower us with all his love and bless us with his greatness. the thought and hope of growing old with each other is slowly becoming reality as each day passes by. there's no one else i'd rather be with than him. he's meant for me and me for him. a day never goes by without me giving thanks to the Almighty for bringing him to me. just this one person can give me such joy and happiness. he's my all...
darling baby, i love you so much... you are the best gift from Him ever and no matter what happens, i'll always be by your side giving you support, hugs, kisses, smiles, laughter and much much more. my darling angel, with you in my heart and mind, i feel like i can do almost anything. the confidence you've given me is so incredible. you are the ONLY one who've made me feel worthy of ANYTHING. best of all, you made me feel worthy of YOU. thank you so much baby... i love you... i am STILL IN LOVE with you and that's a miracle in itself. hehehe... muacks muacks muacks!!!!