Thursday, December 15, 2005
been on an intense job hunt these past few days and my hopes are dimming. my only hope is with this infantcare job in bukit timah. please pray for me that i'll get shortlisted?? please?? i'd very much need it...
does anybody know how much it will cost to take out tonsils??? yanni asked me for the cost of such an operation just now. apparently, bob cina's tonsils are closing and he's getting weaker by the day. he'd probably be down with a fever by this weekend. yanni's damn worried for him and she's even willing to foot the bill for his operation as long as he'll go for it by next month. the power of love... sigh, that lady loves him so much that she's willing to work overtime everyday just so she can pay for the operation. trust me, i've seen them both sacrifice a lot for each other. the ordeals they had to go through, especially one between them and efni. but they became so much stronger and more bonded than ever after each and every ordeal. sometimes i wonder, how they do it especially since they argue over every single thing. well, they did admit that arguing is part and parcel of their relationship. for me, i can't stand arguing! when fauzi and i "argue", we'll just keep quiet all the way. i just want to be left alone when in a bad mood. weird to know a couple who thrives on these kind of intense emotions eh?? if me, i'd run away!!
i've an audition tomorrow with SLV for creative ria competition. hope things goes well because we've not practiced anything yet!! sheesh... we'd need the luck to pull through to the finals!! hehehe...
my baby's booking out on friday!!! i can't wait to see him!!! i miss him like crazy this week. maybe it's the boyfriend-withdrawal syndrome but what do i care?? i'm going crazy thinking about him all week!!! sometimes it can be frustrating not having the one you love beside you when you are sick or sad or even stressed. but it's part and parcel of him being in national service. i understand and i'll wait until whenever to have his undivided attention again. meantime, i'll settle with waiting and waiting and then jumping on him like a crazy bunny when i see him. :)
baby, thank you for all your help and support. i wouldn't be where i am now if not for you. i love you sweetheart... i love you...