Saturday, November 12, 2005
been spending almost all my time with my baby. i need to spend all the time that we have now before his company enlistment date next month. by then, i know that he'll not have any time for me. and we are getting so comfortable in each other's company now that it seems to feel as if we're married!! maner tak... i go to his place, cook him maggi to eat lah... bake cookies lah.. sleep there lah... grocery shopping together lah... we're inseparable!!! but i love it!! being near him makes me feel good. the moment he's out of my sight, i miss him like mad!!
talking about him, i wish i am in his arms and sleeping like log, snoring away right now. i think my body's used to sleeping with him nearby that when i tried to sleep just now on my own bed alone, i only could sleep for a few hours. and now, i cannot seem to sleep back even though i desperately want to sleep. what has he done to me???? :P and it's raining right now and the weather's so cooling. one of the best weathers to sleep while embracing a loved one, don't you think so?
we went to jb last night. was truly not a pleasant trip. he wanted to go larkin but i was the one who kept insisting not going there by taxi because the taxi drivers there will definitely try to cheat us by going the long way. but we also didn't know how to get there by bus. we ended up at city square, us looking so grim. don't even want to talk about the part on ciggs!! sigh, but we forget all things bad soon after. i guess that's the good part of our relationship. before we went to jb, he had to go to lavender to extend his passport. since there was nobody else at his home, we brought his youngest brother along. baby, remind me not to buy ice cream for your brother again. i bought for him ice cream and i ended up having chocolate ice cream all over my hands. and i am not even the one who was eating that ice cream!! had to throw away half of it because the situation was just getting out of hand! hehehehe...
today is mai's open house. she always have an open house every year for hari raya. last year's was quite a disaster for me. so this year, i have to make it right. misunderstandings are never good, especially when intending to introduce him to friends. we've been together for more than a year and he's not met many of my friends. typical relationship situation but if i am to be with him for the long run, he'd better meet all my friends first!! i know all his friends and lucky to the fact that a lot of his friends turns out to be mine too. and tomorrow, jalan2 raya with the keris guys. i pray it all goes well.
sigh, the rain makes me yearn for him even more. the thought of snuggling up to his warm body and just letting myself snooze down dream lane creeps into my head every other minute!! sigh... but what a lovely thought it is....
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