Monday, October 17, 2005
went to variasi iftar just now. i had such great fun. another great place to make new friends. after breaking fast, we played games and got to know each other. the games were simply hilarious!! dressing up... flour... water... honeydew... us taking off our clothes... khekhekhe... simply hilarious. it felt great to see all of them again. i did miss them a lot and i am happy that they are progressing. i am probably going to help them out in the modern dance side. it's been some time since i danced to modern tunes, like hip hop and jazz. sigh, i miss dancing in a group but i've never been able to find and be in a group that feels right to me. that's why i just stuck to choreographing. but since there is a modern dance opening, i just can't wait to put my creative juices in running mode!! i truly love dancing. it is a particular passion of mine that will never die. the different types of dances intrigues me. it is the one form of art that i can truly express whatever that i feel inside. and it is not just the modern dances. i love traditional malay dances too and i am getting better and better at it. want to know a secret?? i actually practice soft moves of inang in my room every single day just to soften up my body movements. who'd have thought that i can dance malay traditional dances eh?? well, there's a saying in malay that goes.. tak kenal maka tak cinta. and it's true... to those who knows me personally, you guys would know what i mean. :)
i am truly missing my sweetheart. it was raining the whole day and it kept reminding me of him. there's a story behind the rain thing actually. in the first couple of months after we met, it either rained or nearly rained. and when it did rain, we'd always be beside each other snuggling up close and keeping each other warm. to us, the rain helped us bond in a way during that time. so eventually, each time it rains, it reminds me of him and vice versa. it makes us wish that we were together, snuggling and cuddling each other from the cold. so that's why i love the rainy weather. it makes me think of him.
eh, this post is so emo-memo. khekhekhe... ish... since when have i become so emotional??? oh well, must be one of those days. and this also means that i need to sleep!!! will be going geylang in the morning with my family. maybe i can buy another outfit?? khekhekhe... *grins*
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