Tuesday, October 11, 2005
i just finished having my sahur. i nearly choked on my food when my mom suddenly asks...
Mom: Biler kau nak kahwin??
i responded with a loud 'Huh??!'. she said that it's not nice to go out so often and coming home so late, especially when out with him. well mom, talk to me about marriage when i am like 30 can??? i know that i am just not ready, no matter how much i want inside to be married to him. and he's not ready too. we're both not at the age to accept such a huge responsibility like marriage. we don't have trust issues or whatsoever. we're still young lah...
i am thinking of continuing my studies. i am eyeing on a early childhood course but i am just worried about the money part. my mom agrees to it but with what my mom is going through right now, i am thinking twice about it. my dad is just ok-go. should i? or shouldn't i?
i am missing him right now. i bet he's still sound asleep in his bunk. but i can't even message him because he wakes up to the slightest sound. he's the first guy i've ever met to be such a light sleeper. if only i can be like that!! i sleep like a log! hehehehe....
i am totally feeling the bulge around my tummy. i always feel so huge and fat when i am nearing my period. and i look huge too. sheesh... i always hate this part. i have got to cut down on the carbohydrates and salt. less rice, less noodles, less salt... more veggies, more fruits, more soup-based dishes. i love soups anyway. give me soup anytime!
ah.. game time!! ever since discovering a couple of game sites, i've been playing games each time i go online. hehehe... especially point and click games. my favourite!! and on that, i want to go play more games!! weeeee.....