Thursday, August 04, 2005To my sweetest love of all....
Happy 1 year anniversary baby!!!! One whole year together... with lots of memories and wonderful moments...
From that very first day we met, i knew there was going to be something about you that will make me fall for you. the excitement of meeting you for the very first time after being online friends for a year gave me butterflies in my tummy. even before seeing you, you already made me nervous. all those obstacles that we had to struggle over came even before we could get together. the confusion, the unexpected emotions, the strong connection that we kept denying.. well more like you kept denying it. i had to use "force" to get you to reveal how you truly felt for me!! But if it wasn't for that, we probably wouldn't be together right now.
there were just so many things about you that made me love you. your kindness, your sweet smiles, your humour, your happy-go-lucky attitude, your careless laughter but most of all, it was your pure, gentle, sincere heart. everyone has their own flaws but through those flaws, you are such a beautiful sight. i love the way you are. it is those flaws and imperfections that makes you who you are now. i've never met someone so in tune with himself; someone who accepts every single imperfection wholeheartedly; embracing those flaws and somehow, that made your attractive qualities stand out even more.
and who knew that in such a short time, we'd be such an important part of each other?? we went through so much... and the important part was that we went through it together. no matter the good or bad, the ups and downs, i'll always be here for you sweetheart. you are such an inspiration to me baby. your faith in me have always helped me to accomplish things that i never thought i could do. you made me realise that i am capable of more things in life. you're such a big part of me now. your constant compliments was a serious boost to my self-esteem. i wouldn't think that i can be sexy and beautiful if it wasn't for you. and you try as much as you can to pamper me each time you see me. who else would offer to massage my aching shoulders and back??? and i see you working hard to get through NS, your life. i am so proud of you and i have great admiration for you.
as each day passes by, my love for you deepens. i've dedicated my heart, my love and life to you. and to tell you the truth, you still make me excited when we meet up....
to think this all started online about reading a book and candlelights!!
you know, i know.. right baby?
i love you baby... and always will do for the rest of my life.......
and that was my lame attempt of declaring my love to my sweetheart of exactly one year!! hehehehe.... because of him, i love the cold, wet rainy weather because that's the best reason to cuddle up with him and be kept warm. i don't mind that he's not here with me today because he has field camp tomorrow. i don't mind that our anniversary dinner date is cancelled because he needs to use his pay to pay off his mom's bills. because in the end, i know that i still have him in my life. which is why i am organising a small romantic picnic by the beach for us when he books out next week!! i am going to cook enough food for us, get some candles, find a mat for us to have our picnic on and a tent to put all our stuff in. he's all up for it and i can't wait!! he's promised to get dessert! i hope it's chocolate fondue!! hehehehe... but i'll also be satisfied if it's just nutella and strawberries. with him around, i'll be able to enjoy anything...
later on, i've got training for NDD at the cc. i can't wait to see the gang again, and to sweat like it's hell!! i've not had a good sweat in some time. plus i've gotten myself a new pair of specs!! well, i won't get it until the end of the week because i just had it made yesterday. my mom was nagging at me to get new ones since i've been using my current one for 5 years. and i like the new ones. purple half frame.... it looks so hip! hehehe.. i've never had purple specs before. this will be my fifth pair in my entire 21 years of life.
talking about 21 years, my birthday is next month! so is fauzi's. he and i thought of renting a chalet to celebrate our birthdays together since we are only 4 days apart. well, we're still talking it through. but i hope it comes through! it'll be the very first time i'll have friends and family around me altogether for my birthday. hehehe....
so any one of you already have a good idea of what to get me???? hehehehehhe... i am so greedy!! but i will be getting something right?? ah just kidding....
but...... it wouldn't hurt to get a prezzie!! ehehehehehhee......
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