Wednesday, August 31, 2005
just finished watching "A Walk to Remember" and this movie was the first movie that made me cry and will always be. the great acting and the emotions... it never fails to tug my heartstrings. the first time i watched this movie was late last year. it was late at night and my baby was in camp going through BMT. i had thought nothing of the movie at that point of time except to say that the lead actor is awfully cute!! but that impression changed after realising that tears were slowly rolling down my cheeks when it came to the point of the lead actor finding out that the one he loves the most has cancer. it hit the core in me. that fear of losing the one who you love and loves you. it taught me that love isn't just one word with only one meaning. with love comes faith, trust, kindness, understanding and more. you are willing to do anything to just see a smile across your loved one's face.
it had me thinking about him. of how much i love this man, of how much influence he has in my life, of how much importance he is to me. he's given me so much happiness. no matter the flaws other people see in him, i stare at him in awe. 'perfect', that's what i think when i see him.
ever felt a tinge of sensation when someone touches you?? now times that by a million. that's how i feel each time his skin touches mine... his soft lips on mine... his fingers on my cheek. and i feel whole. i had finally found that something missing in my life when i met him. sounds cheesy but i'm sure there are those who understands what i am talking about. the faith that he has in me is unrelenting. he gives me all his trust and never questioned it. the times that he showed his vulnerability(and tears) says how comfortable he is with me.
and the moment i love is when my fingers interlocks with his... because it feels right.
love is all around us. it has never abandoned us no matter what we say or feel. somewhere out there, there'll always be someone who loves us for who we are for no apparent reason. it just is. love needs no reason.
love is like the wind. you can't see it but you can definitely feel it.
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