Monday, August 15, 2005
i wish to sleep the whole day today but too bad, i have tarian later. can i not go?? sigh, i am so tired. i just wish to rest the whole day. and i've been wishing to throw a huge rock at the neighbour's dog!!!! barks at almost anything and anyone!! it barks first thing in the morning and continues to do so until late at night. anyone wants to do the dirty deed for the good of mankind(or just for the good of the rest of the neighbours living in my block)??
last saturday, after having dinner at Lerk Thai and dessert at Andersen's Ice Cream Parlour, we met up with bob and yanni and made our way to Fort Canning which was absolutely packed with people and happening, with the music going on on stage. we were supposed to watch abg kamal perform with zul but we were late. we were just in time to watch the last performance of the night by lovehunters. wan abg, abg yazid and hafiz seruling was on stage to perform with lovehunters too. it was great fun! the music was great, the atmosphere was wild and i had Fauzi beside me to enjoy it all. after everything, we went backstage to meet up with the rest. we had thought of either watching a movie or go for sheesha but none of that came through. in the end, we just went home and slept.
yesterday, fauzi went for his dikir training, his first in such a long time. glad to see him back to doing the one thing he used to enjoy before he went into NS. after the dikir training, the guys wanted to go to the esplanade. well i was supposed to have tarian training and so couldn't follow. for the second time in our relationship, i let him go out with his friends, like a 'guys' out to town' thing. after they left, silverartis arrived at the studio. without hesitation, i told them to play the music and i went up front to dance. damn, it felt so good to be able to dance like that again. i joined in silverartis's training and gave them some opinions and steps. their dance steps are very creative. all they need is just some brushing up here and there and they'll b on their way to the top! after our tarian training, yanni and i were supposed to meet the boys at millenia walk but we had only reached jurong station when they said that they are already on the way home. and my baby called me just to say that he missed me. sweet lil thing he is....
i was glad that he didnt need to book in yesterday. at least i was able to spend one more night with him, snuggled up in his arms even though we woke up at 4.45am so that he can take the first bus to tampines and make his way to safti for his parade. maybe i can see him tomorrow after his parade. he did say he's coming back home tomorrow to wash and iron his uniform. he's going back to camp today to settle his army stuff. i really miss him right now though. i can't wait to get my pay at the end of the month. then at least i won't bother his financial standing so much next month. and i'll finally be able to get him a present for his birthday!! but right now, he's left with so little money to survive on for the rest of the month. i think it's time i step in. time to take away his atm card away from him!!! the moment there's money in his bank, he'd spend it without calculating how much he'll have left after that. every single time he gets his pay, i'll worry so much. baby, if you're reading this, i'm sorry but i think it's time you hand over that card to me for safekeeping. the longer you have that in your wallet, the more you'll spend without thinking. and don't tell me that's not true ok?? you make me worry about this every single month!!
oh darn, my shoulders are aching so badly..................... anyone knows how to massage???
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