Thursday, July 07, 2005
who am i kidding?!?!?!? i AM fat.... but yet i can't seem to be able to do something about it. darn it.. i am THAT lazy. so sue me. i am happy with most of my body but wish i can work more on my tummy, thighs and hope for a perkier butt...... sigh... the insecure ramblings of a female... if i have the money, i might very well go to a slimming centre to lose the flab around my tummy and especially around my thighs. meantime, i just have to resort to dancing because i just hate running and i lost my rollerblades. my blades used to help me keep in shape till it disappeared without a trace one day. sigh, i really miss rollerblading.... and playing badminton... but to do all that, i got to have the items and sadly i dont. pathetic isn't it? BAH!!!!!!! at least i have someone who still loves me for who i am and how i look. that's the only thing i got going good for me right now. but other than that, I STILL HATE MY FLABBY THIGHS AND BULGING TUMMY!!!
*hani goes off to do 50 crunches.. (that's the most i can do anyway)*