Friday, July 15, 2005
the most strangest thing happened to me yesterday while i was on the way to dikir practice. i had just boarded the train from woodlands mrt and sat down. a minute hadn't even passed after i sat down and opened the newspaper to read when the train reached marsiling mrt and a man with graying hair suddenly walked past me, threw a small piece of folded paper onto my lap and got off the train. the moment he threw that piece of paper on my lap, i immediately said out loud, "What the hell?!?!" because i thought that he had thrown litter at me! it turns out, that piece of paper contained a name and number!! imagine this!! a man in his 40s with graying hair just tried to pick me up!! what audacity! even if he was trying pick me up, it was definitely rude to throw that freaking piece of paper at me!! do i even look remotely available to him?? for goodness sake, i was wearing track pants and a white long sleeved shirt with my hair all over my face!! fauzi asked me why i never just disturb the person whose name and number was on the paper... yeah sure, and waste my pre paid?? i'll leave that job to him. hehehehe.... if you guys are curious what's the name and number, tag me and i'll post it out big and bold!! hehehehe....
been raining the past few days. it'd be nice to be in bed, all snuggled up to him right now. he keeps me warm when i am cold and shivering. i couldn't sleep last night so i sent him an sms...
"Gd morning my baby.i cant seem to slp.kept thinkin of u.duno y but i juz rly miss u.sumtimes i wonder if i'm tkin u away frm e life u had b4 me..e fun,e frens,e freedom..those who were dere 4 u from e beginning n all of a sudden,i come into d pic n tk u away frm dem.m i bein selfish by havin u only to myself?m i an obstacle to anything u wan to do?or mayb i juz tink too much.but i do love u a lot n nothing can change tat.well tk care baby..i love u......."
i didn't think he would reply considering that it was around 4 plus near to 5 am when i msged him. surprisingly, he did reply 5 minutes later....
"I've never been so much happier ever since u came into my life. E timing can never be better. Without u NS would be a meaningless ride, weekends will be a wandering journey n life would be nothing but boring. You brought me joy nobody could match. So never think tat you've changed my life; you haf decorated it just like e lights n e star on a christmas tree. I luv u baby n i always will. Muax!"
now isn't that the ultimate sweetness???? he's always known how to make me feel so special and wanted when i am feeling so insecure and unsure. with him, i know that he really do care a lot for me. i can be sure that he won't even try to cheat on me. his friends can also vouch for that. he's too much of a sweetheart.
i was supposed to meet yanni, aida and abang im in town just now but damn it, i've not enough money to get there and back. money will always be a never ending problem for me. i am sure it's the same for all of human kind. it's either you have too little or too much. oh well, as long as i know that i have the ones i love in my life, i am happy....
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