Friday, July 08, 2005
i experienced a moment so beautiful that it is totally indescribable....
i was sitting behind fauzi while he was strumming his bass at the orchestra room just now. i watched him... his every single move... well basically because i had nothing else to do...
rahman came over to him....
he looked up to rahman in a split of second...
but it was in that split second that will always remain as one of the best memories i have of him for the rest of my life...
in that split second, i saw fauzi in such a different light..... it came unsuspectingly.... my heart actually skipped a beat!!! it was that innocent moment of him glowing.... you might be thinking i must be seeing things or hallucinating but it was seriously phenomenal....
i consider that a small little gift from Him to remind me of just how much i really love this man... and that he's probably the One for me... my soulmate...
it's a moment that no one else will understand... a moment that's not to be shared... just a personal moment... for myself... for my own to keep... a split second that made me fall head over heels all over again with him...
the power of love... our one whole year of relationship... all those emotions... defined into a split second beautiful moment...
the surge of emotions was overwhelming. it made me say... "Wow! this is THE man i love!" nothing else comes close to that.... nothing...
i thanked Him for showing me that... it was less than a second but it was more than i could ever ask for...
-hani dances right up to cloud number nine...-
later on, i have to go on training to gear me up for my speech and drama classes... a freelance teacher earns more though it's a bit unstable... i just hope i am confident enough to teach these classes... dancing, i can deal with it... but speech and drama?? i hope it doesnt turn out to be a disaster!! :)
look at the time!!! and i am still not asleep yet.... no wonder my mom keeps nagging at me because i keep waking up late every day.... but i can't help it if i love to sleep because that's when i can dream of him...
do i seem obsessed about him or something here?!?!?!? sheesh!!