Friday, July 22, 2005
fever's subsiding... but the headache's still in pounding mode... my coughs are getting quite bad... and i really hate the phlegm and mucus!!!!! totally ruins my sense of smell and appetite... because of this, i can't perform for the fund-raising event today!! sigh... oh well, i guess i'll just take care of the ticketing and reception. better than nothing.
spending wednesday night in fauzi's arms was simply incredible. other than the noise he made when he slept, i couldn't really sleep because of the coughs and flu.. but it was still a wonderful night. i woke him up in the middle of the night just to get him to see the big clear, bright moon. he did make me feel better. my fever and headaches abandoned me the moment i had him beside me. but unfortunately, when i got back home, my fever came back and my head decided to run helter-skelter. all i could do was lie down and hope that i get better... and i am feeling much better now after downing in 4 pills of panadol and another 2 pills of whatever medicine.
tomorrow is arwah azman's one year kenduri. one whole year... gone... and so is he... the ones who were really distraught by the loss of him was his family, yed and yanni. yanni still holds on to the memories of him. arwahnya still holds a very dear place in yed's heart. and the rest of us still do think of him every now and then. even me. sigh.....
i'd better go get ready to go cc now. but i think i'll take my time going there. the headache has decided to become a heavy metal band right now in my head....
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