Thursday, June 02, 2005
to 'gerl', now this just makes me sick in the stomach. read again whatever that you just tagged me. you will find loopholes. anyway, it is my word against his and obviously, you chose his. i can't stop you from doing that. you want to call me a big fat liar? obviously you don't know the whole truth. mujahid backed off when i kissed him? HAH!! now that's already one lie. and you think i am covering my ass?? if i am, i'd be deleting all your tags and ignore all of this but instead i offered to meet up to clear everything in one go. no one can easily lie when all parties are facing each other. like i said, i got nothing to hide that is why i am SHOWING my face to you. so exactly whose ass is it being covered here? the offer to meet is to show that i am sincere in telling the truth to your face in front of mujahid. by the way, i have nothing to lose. either way, this just shows that your relationship with mujahid is on the rocks and you need someone to blame for it. i did nothing wrong so i am not worrying about 'karma'. read again those AM.com sticky notes. still believing mujahid tells the whole truth? if you do, then what the hell for you confront me right? might as well just close this up and move one. and those sticky notes you copied and pasted in my tagboard? look at the date. by that time, i was already nearly 2 months with my current boyfriend. what makes you think i'd bother about chasing yours? and maybe you'd like to read my blog archives from june last year too. it might help you dig a little deeper into the truth. now remember, you are the one who declined my offer to meet me together with mujahid because you think i am trying to cover my ass, which i don't even know which part of my ASS you're talking about that i am trying to cover here, so don't blame me or even think that i am TRYING to break you two apart. you are the one confronting on a matter that happened more than a year ago and seriously, i got more important matters to think about than this, like how to make my boyfriend even more happy like how he's making me. if a relationship goes wrong or are facing problems, the only people to BLAME are those IN THAT RELATIONSHIP. like you said, when something happens, it is for a reason. this happens, ever wondered the reason why it happened? think about it, gerl. i am not the one you should be pointing the finger at. *grins*
to the rest who might be wondering what's happening right now, just sit back and enjoy 'the show'. nothing beats an intriguing 'real-life' drama, eh? hehehehe.... you guys are also free to comment whatever you guys wish. at least you guys get to be in the fun! the more the merrier!! =)
to my sweetheart Fauzi, i bet when you read this, you'll be laughing your head off. you know me well enough to know what type of person i am, whether if was in the past or present. i know that i have your trust and faith and as long as i have that, whatever that is happening right now means nothing to me. and you don't know how much it meant to me when you decided to book out afterall just to see me just now, even if it was only for a few hours. i couldn't be more thankful to the Almighty for your presence in my life now. i couldn't have a more honest, loving, sincere, affectionate, sweet and thoughtful gentleman than you. to be honest, no guy have ever sacrificed so much just to make me happy. i love you so much and every single one who knows us will know that too. my heart is yours until the end of time... *muacks*
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