Thursday, June 30, 2005 This is the man of my life.. hehehe... the one i see a future with. the one i see myself growing old with. the one i see doing crazy things with. i cannot believe that we're nearly at the one year mark. time seems to have passed by so fast when i am having the time of my life with him. i remember vividly every single detail of the first time we met. his sweet smile, his exuberant charm, cute humour.. he was the only one who gave me jitters right down to my toes!! the huge amount of friends i have met through him.. the experiences he helped me get through.. he became a critical part of my life within two months!! i never knew i'd need anyone until i met him. one thing that made me stuck to him is the warmth that passes from his lips to my whole body when we kiss. i've never experienced such a feeling before in my whole entire life!! and he's such a gentle soul with an ego smaller than mine!! how rare can that be?? since the very beginning, he always tries his very best to make me happy in any way he can. he pampers me with affection, showers me with love and sure doesn't hurt to be big on passion. how i'll ever be without this man in my life is unthinkable. when it comes to conflicts, he'll try his all to compromise no questions asked. his attention to my needs is commendable and i've never felt more comfortable in my own skin than when i am with him. his assurance gave me so much confidence. and when he has this faraway look in his eyes, either when he's thinking about something or just watching tv, his dark brown eyes seem to glow and tinkle. and have i mentioned that he's a very bad liar?? no matter how hard he tries to make a white lie for the sake of a joke, he'd blurt out the truth in matter of seconds!! he just can't lie to save his own life!! so with him, honesty and truth guaranteed. hehehe... i love him... and i've been loving him the past year... and i am STILL IN LOVE with him.. truly madly deeply in love... he's more than i can ever imagine for myself. and i pray that we will be together.. no matter the obstacles... loving each other... till the end of our time.