Monday, June 13, 2005
sigh... i miss him... i miss him terribly... i feel like messaging him and asking him how he is. i am worried about him. almost every single night, i'd hear his voice before going to sleep. but i got to be stronger than this. i have to. or else he might think that i am weak and can't stick to my decisions. argh!!! but it's killing me inside!! damn it... damn it.. damn it.... i need chicken soup... nothing beats chicken soup for the heartbroken soul...