Saturday, June 25, 2005
i've been so busy with trainings for a dikir comp and a dance comp this coming weekend. and plus i have to get ready my dance demo for the enrichment centre that i'm involved in this sunday morning!!! ok, i am getting so stressed. my head feels like it's going to explode!! fuh! for the dance ccompetition this saturday, i'll be dancing with silverartis. been fun dancing with them. the whole dance routine consists half of their choreography and half of mine. i hope it looks alright though!! hehehehe... and i've not even gotten anything ready for my dance demos this sunday from 10am to 1pm. with the fact that the dikir competition starts at 2pm, it means that i got to really rush from toa payoh all the way to sembawang. my weekend sounds damn crazy!! i really hope i don't pass out!! hehehe.. but the one thing i worry about is not spending enough time with Fauzi. there's only so much time together what with my activities this weekend. i guess it was great that i got to see him on thursday night when he booked out of camp to send his recruit to the hospital. oh, have i mentioned that my baby is now a marksman?? hehehe.. he took this range tests and apparently, he got 24 out of 26 shots. that is incredible news and now he's a marksman among his peers. i am very proud of my sweetheart!!
right now, we are doing great!! he's opening up to me and i feel him letting himself loose. his guard is not up. there is no walls or barricades between us anymore. i can reach out to him so easily now. things are getting better each day and i cannot wait to see him later!!
for now, all i have to concentrate on is the dance competition later on and the dikir competition the next day. i am not worrying so much about the demos. i pray i don't fall ill though. it'll totally be very bad timing!!! sheesh...
now i got to sleep but before that must msg my baby gdnite. hehe, ever since he bought his handphone, i've been smsing him non-stop. i don't worry so much about him anymore since i know i can contact him anytime anywhere. hehehe.. *we've been having fun with the camera phone, havn't we sayang?? khekhekhekhe!! -cheeky grin-*