Wednesday, June 15, 2005
it's a new day... but i am still feeling down. not even dancing or dikir helped me to take my mind off him yesterday. i miss his voice. i miss his sweet laughter. i miss his dark brown eyes. i miss him making faces. i miss him making me laugh and smile. i miss his hugs. i miss his tender kisses. i miss him teasing me. i just miss him... but still nothing from him! i'd have expected an sms from him yesterday night but still nothing... shouldn't he have figured out the answers by now?? darn it.. it was probably stupid of me to offer time off when i knew i wouldn't be able to handle it! how does someone want to be away from someone he/she loves dearly? i think of him more now than ever before. but should i stay stubborn or just relent? no!!! i can't give up now. it may hurt a lot but i'd rather be like this if it means him opening up to me in the end. sigh...
mimi offered me to dance with silverartis for an upcoming dance competition. i agreed as it's been so long since i danced to a different tune than to zapin or joget on stage. as long as i get the chance to be on that stage and strut my stuff, i'm satisfied. it's been a looooooonnggg time....
i think i need sleep... i've been having lack of it the past week... and i promised yanni that i'll drop by her workplace... first things first, i need to go shower and treat my hair with nutrients and vitamins... only then, i think, i'll feel much better... toilet, here i come!
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