Monday, May 30, 2005
Especially for "gerl", You must be the chinese-looking and fair-skinned girl in AM.com who had his pictures in her picture gallery and main display picture at one point of time last year, and that was until Mujahid told you to take it all down, right? Girls don't go out with guys unless they know that the guy is single and available. It was only after he had confirmed to me that he was single and that you and him were only friends that I went out with him. For the record, he and I went out on only one date and at that point of time(which I still remember was in July 2004 because I had met a special someone by that time too), I was single and he told me he was single too. I don't like to meet guys who are attached unless they are my buddies. I admit I kissed him but even that was only once. I only got to know that he had a girlfriend(in which he said was a strained relationship) at the time we had our one-time date when I met up with him again last April this year to catch up with each other. So you see dear 'gerl', if I had known that Mujahid was still attached last year, I wouldn't have gone to see him for I am not one to go around ruining people's relationships. You should ask Mujahid for the whole truth. As for the part of me allegedly saying "u don't deserve him", how would I know who I'm talking about if I didn't even know he had a girlfriend in the first place? I wish I can read back what I said in the archives but I don't subscribe anymore. Maybe you can provide me with all the evidence. I'd be more than happy to admit to evidence that are true or squash those that are not. Seriously, I got nothing to hide. So before accusing someone of always ending up kissing and going out with someone else's boyfriend, check out the whole story first because by saying that, you could have hurt not just me but the one person who cares for me. Thank goodness he trusts me with all his heart and that he knows I'm telling the truth. Which brings me to a couple of questions. Why wait for one whole year to confront me about your 'boyfriend'? And why would your boyfriend tell you that he and a girl kissed during a time you two are still together, knowing that indulging in such an information would probably destroy your relationship with him?
Well, that brings to a temporary end to my 'conversation' with 'gerl'. I sure would appreciate more of a proper name to address her but she seems more content with that name.
To my sweetie Fauzi, I am sorry if I had hurt your feelings in any way about anything. The last thing I'd want to do is to hurt you and sorry for the very boring weekend. I should have done more instead of having your time wasted doing nothing with me. But whatever it is, I love you and nothing will change that. As long as I can still be hugged, kissed, touched, loved by you, I'll be happy. *muacks* "Saaayaaangg... Sayang sayang sayang! Sayang sayang sayang??" Hehehhee...
Intense training for the whole of this week for the coming Ulan competition. I hope all goes well!! It's going to be a totally tiring week!! Eye-bags and headaches, here I come!!! *-*
Sigh, I swear I am getting fatter as each day goes by. Bah!! I've not danced for so long!! I want to dance!! Doesn't help when my boyfriend tends to pamper me with food. Cet!! There goes my ideal weight down the drain!! Khekhekhe..... Yawn!! Gotta go sleep now.... Tired... Goodnight to all...
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