Sunday, April 24, 2005
Yesterday night, my baby called me up all the way from taiwan to tell me that he'll be off for his 9 day field camp and that he couldn't possibly go off without telling me that he loves me. Now you guys know why i love this man with all of my heart?? He makes every effort to show me how much he loves and appreciates me. He never makes our relationship boring or mundane. We'd always be ending up doing this or that, just to make sure we don't end up getting bored with each other (though i don't think that will happen because i simply cannot get enough of him!) and it's basically because we don't stick to one routine or whatsoever. we plan things on the day we meet unless it is a very very special day. if you guys note me saying "very very special", it's because each day i see him is VERY SPECIAL to me. sigh...
all my life, i've treated almost every relationship of mine like as if it is the last and though most of my efforts were in vain and came to nought(as obvious as it is), i felt that there will be a day when someone will feel exactly the same way as i do. i nearly gave up though, that is until he unexpectedly came into my life. we had been online friends for more than a year and never did we imagine of meeting up with each other even though we lived so near to each other. what came upon us to finally meet is between me and him but it was something we'd never regret. when we first met, it was awkward in the first place because for the first time, i was nervous in meeting someone. but there was a moment where we joked and i pushed him in response to his joke and suddenly, i felt all walls between us broke away. i felt so free and easy with him. from the way we were interacting, people might have well thought we were friends for years! from that day on, we never stopped thinking about each other. that first touch, that first kiss.. it sealed our fate. i treasure each and every moment i have with him. to him, seeing me happy makes me happy. to me, seeing his sweet smile across his face makes me happy. to be in his warm embrace already makes me happy. though he is in taiwan right now and won't be back for the next 2 weeks, i always have him in my heart. it might bring me to tears thinking about him sometimes due to me missing him so much but it's worth it all. where else can i get a guy who gives love unconditionally, who will do anything to make me happy and who will make every effort to make sure i am taken cared for?? He is so affectionate and so sweet. I love him to pieces..
Sigh, only one week has passed but it feels so much longer than that. I want him back so badly!
To baby, i pray hard that you are safe and sound there. i pray hard that no harm come upon you for it will break my heart so to see even a scratch on that heavenly body of yours. i pray hard that you come back to me into my arms soon because i realised that i cannot live without you...
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