Monday, April 18, 2005
I didn't go to work today. And I am glad I didn't. I definitely need today to just relax and chill and get over the fact that my baby is gone for 3 freaking weeks. sigh.. even my own horoscope told me that i need to take a day off today. Anyway, my place can't afford to throw off staff. They need me there. I can't be bothered about them anyway. I am going to quit that place soon and find another better place. I hate my supervisor to the max. I love the kids and the environment because i finally felt like i could take charge of my own children and they actually listen to me but if the management is fucked up, i'd rather leave because i know i'd end up unhappy there. and the management is sure damn fucked up. a total of 4 teachers have already quit in less than 5 months. i am sure that says something is totally wrong, right? enough about that..
I am going to go for my bike license the moment i get my pay. i need a bike and i will give myself 3 months to finish it all up. i am not going to make careless mistakes and waste my money on repeating practicals. a friend mentioned that i will look like michelle rodriguez if i was to ride a bike. gimme the leather pants, i tell ya!! let's get it on!
training for scarlet is already on. yesterday's training was definitely fun. khekhe.. training for dikir is already on. training for percussion is already on. i've already got the beats of inang and zapin in my head. all i need to do is borrow a rebana from abang and keep on practicing.
my baby is already gone to taiwan. i pray and hope that he'll be safe and well there. i cried as he went and cried even more as i made my way to the pick up point of the airport. sweet amrul came to pick me up in his car. if wasn't for him, i wouldn't know what to do in that damn airport for the rest of the night. sigh.. i missed him the moment he went into the departure hall. I MISS FAUZI!!! sigh... sigh..
i better go get ready now. i am meeting nadia later to M.I. to teach the students there dikir barat. i am bored anyway. hey, anyone out there interested in dancing?? i can teach.. doesn't matter the money. it all comes down to sincerity. that's all i need. aites... peace out!!