Saturday, April 30, 2005
apparently, someone is not happy about a particular picture in my blog. well, to be clear, it is my blog in e first place. if u dun like it, u leave n dun come back. my mom always told me that if i got nothing nice to say, den i should not say anything. so i shall keep my mouth shut. at least i am not pretending to be e innocent/goody two shoes girl. i love him and that is all that matters. at least i support the malay arts and not critique it. i love the malay arts even though my main passion is not that. if there is no support for the current malay arts scene, nampaknya melayu tak akan maju. to 'orang melayu', if you really do know oms people, they are not all decent and whatnot as u assume it to be. they are much more FUN.. more up to date with the current world.. more open than u are, that's for sure. sheesh.. keep up yah..
into the 2nd week that he's gone now and i am missing him even more. i seriously wonder how he's doing. i am so so so worried about him. i don't know anything that's happening where he is now. i don't know whether he's safe or hurt or whatsoever. i really pray that he's safe from harm. if i was to get a penny for every single moment that i think about him, i'd be a millionaire by now. pfft!
no matter the things that are happening around me and to me right now, i am still trying to put my head up high and be positive. but i am so tired right now from work and rehearsals for my dance and drama this past week. i am seriously shagged. i think i wan to go take a nap now... -bummed out-
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