Thursday, March 03, 2005
last friday's show with de'lust was absolutely fun!! i was more excited about performing with de'lust than taufik batisah showing up!! hehehhee... i played the shaker and playing that allowed me to dance and walk around easily. definitely fun... we got to take pictures with taufik in the end. his fans were absolutely insane!! ish.. i'd rather not perform with or at taufik's shows all because his fans are basically mad about him. sheesh.. he's not god you know...
sunday's dikir comp went fine though i have to say it was a bit sad having only two girl groups in the comp and the other girl group got disqualified so the best girl group for that comp was definitely ours. i don't know what happened to the other girl groups who participated in the beginning. but i was definitely of balqis and harapan... especially harapan. their performance was definitely up to standard. they got top 3 for best song and won the special award from hikayat. definitely am so proud of them.
the dispute between efni and yanni is getting quite childish and stupid. if anyone who knows efni or if efni herself can read this, here's my 2 cents worth. please do remind yourself that you are 23 years old. what happened between you and yanni should only be between u two. so solve it between u two. how you two want to solve it, i don't care. u two want trash everything out.. i also don't care. as long as it doesn't involve other people but you two. shame on you... just because efni is from jentayu and yanni is from balqis doesnt mean both groups got to be on a head-on-head collision each time we meet. the rest are innocent. put your priorities on straight. been months since u said u would want to slap yanni's face when u see her but u didn't when u saw her at the dk comp. shows u have enough respect for the rest of her group and your group members who were present. until this dispute is settled, i shall just wait for the day u two confront each other. just ask yourselves what was the very first thing that made you two hate each other even though both of you have never even met each other. this is all unnecessary trouble... sheesh...
problems aside, my time spent with fauzi during his 5 day break was great. we had a great time out, hugging and kissing each other. i truly appreciate his support during the dikir competition. he makes me smile, even when on stage. he also performed with de'lust that friday. it was a great experience for sure. a memory never to be forgotten.. unless i get amnesia one day. ok lame.. hehe... the two nights spent over at bob's place is also unforgettable. seeing yanni's sleeping face is also unforgettable. hehehe.. he's been treating me with great patience, love and respect. i only have to look into his eyes to know that he loves me as much as i do, if not more. sweet lil bugger, he is... hhehee.... love overload? neh... never.... hehehe....
i should go get ready now. the rain has stopped and i just feel like chilling over at yanni's workplace until it closes. anyone interested in reading books until 9pm?