Wednesday, February 23, 2005
last sunday's tarian performance was a bit messed up. it was for a lunar new year dinner and i thought that it was all planned out nicely. but it turns out that the people who handled the programme were totally unprofessional. they didn't tell us what time we were to perform and what are the acts lined up. stupid. but it was still fun because it was the zapin.. i love to dance the zapin. hehe...
last monday's performance over at chevron's for sispec alpha fun night was way more havoc than i could imagine. i was to perform a contemp belly dancing number to the song ojos asi by shakira. so i dressed up ala shakira with a bared belly top n tight pants plus my hair done up in curls. the moment the music started and the curtains opened, the guys started screaming. it sure is weird to be the only girl among 100plus men. i danced around a few guys, including this particular one who kept grinding me even while i was trying to do my belly dance. at that point of time, i was so afraid that fauzi will get upset watching another guy grind me considering fauzi was the host of the show. after i was done, the guys went wild for a while until the moment fauzi's sergeant told everyone that i was fauzi's girlfriend. hehehehe... the guys i danced around with said sorry constantly to fauzi after finding that out. hehehe.... my baby's so proud of me... at least he still finds me hot enough to still be attracted to me. hehehe... -right, baby??-
nowadays i'm gearing up for the dikir comp this sunday and the de'lust show this friday. i hope everything goes well. and i am missing my baby so much. he'll be off for his 32 km walk later in the evening. i pray that he goes through it without much difficulty and harm. i can't wait for him to book out tomorrow. he and i can have all the time in the world to do whatever, whenever. just standing beside him hand in hand makes me feel secure and safe. he makes the unimaginable into the possible. he's a treasure...
i love you more than life itself, sweetheart. i don't know what i'd do without you. with you, i don't feel tied down or pressured. in fact, i feel even more free than when i was single. you taught me how to soar in the sky and still come flying back down to earth. i'll love you always... with every beat of my heart... until the day i close my eyes and fade into an eternal sleep. thanks for being my angel... my guardian angel..
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