Friday, December 31, 2004
Remember the conflict about Silverartis's leader and me? It was worse than I thought. Geez, she wouldn't even want to accept my help for Silverartis. All I could do is laugh to myself because with no basics, they'll never improve in any way. Maybe she thought that I was going to take over her position. Like as if I want to. My heart is still very much with De`Variouz and once I'm done with the malay traditional dance, I'm going back to my first passion. To think I was sincere in helping but it was thrown out of the window. All I can say is good luck to them. They will need loads of it, for sure.
The show at the Arts House tonight will be a memorable one for me. Fauzi will be playing while I dance. A dream come true. It'll also be my first time spending the new year with someone special. Sounds pathetic but by tonight, it'll be pathetic no more. Hehe... I can't wait to see him later on!! He'll be in Singapore by 10.45am and will be home by 12pm the latest. After what happened last Sunday, I hope things will be much better this weekend.
Ooh damn.. I hate period cramps..
Been raining here the whole night. It's so cold and I wish Fauzi's holding me tight, keeping me warm right now. Ah well, he'll be doing that later anyway.. :)
I've been watching the news lately about the tsunami and earthquake disaster that has struck places so close to home. The wreckage that the waves left behind, the bodies littered all over and the pain and heartbreak of those who have lost their loved ones moved me to tears. Is the world coming to an end? So many innocent lives lost, especially that of children. The disaster has wiped a whole generation. With 125,000 people dead and more missing, it's feared that the numbers will only go one way and that is up. In spite of that, the humanitarian spirit is starting to show up prominently with the overwhelming amount of help coming in from all parts of the world. I pray that things look up soon..
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