Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Reading about the disaster that just struck this side of the earth, it made me feel so thankful for what I have now. The safety, the security, my family, my friends and Fauzi... I realise that I'm truly lucky. I appreciate more of everything now and I find it hard to sleep now because I want to lavish in the beauty of life. I do what I love most, I still have my family intact even though one of my sisters is living in Canada, I've got more than enough friends for company and I've got the love of the one person I really love. What more can I ask? Except for the lack of money, I lack of nothing else. I feel so good about life now. Singapore is sure very lucky to have escaped the 5th most worst disaster since the last century!!
I was in such a bad mood yesterday and when I heard the news(by then, I was already at the CC among the keris movements family), I cheered up for I felt so thankful to have so many people around me as friends. I was finally my goofy, clumsy, happy-go-lucky self. Those frustrations that I had(caused by what happened last Sunday) quickly diminished and I've never felt so light. When Fauzi called, I was grateful that he and I are back to normal. Hearing him laugh again made my heart flutter with delight because I know that I'll be able to hear more of that wonderful laughter. I kept thinking of all the happy memories we had together and I swear I was walking with a bounce at every step.
Definitely my life has taken on a new ride.... or is it my PMS?? I do tend to get sudden emotional mood swings during PMS. At one point of time, I'd be crying my eyes out and laughing like sheep a moment later. But whichever reason it is, I'm feeling GREAT!! I've got so much energy in me right now and I can't stop dancing!! I feel that it's going to be a great week for me. My dream of performing at the Old Parliament House is coming true but there's another dream that I've been wishing for so bad. Fauzi and I will finally be able to perform together!! He'll be providing the live music and I'll be dancing to it, on the very same stage at the very same time!! Hehehehe... I'm whipped for it!!
Life's good... *whiffs in the air* AHHHH!!! Damn good...