Tuesday, November 02, 2004
I have finally decided on the song that I am going to dance to for the audition tomorrow morning!! Ciara's My Goodies... I love that song and it allows me to show off my 'flexibility'... Hehehe... Wish me luck aight peeps?? Now I need to go and choreograph 1 minute of the song. I got to show off my choreographing skills!! This is my big chance! Damn, I freaking nervous! *Ok Hani, breathe in!! Breathe out!!! Breathe in!! Breathe out.. *
Fuh!!
Thank goodness I am still on my period. I've not been having a good appetite lately and if I was to go on and fast and not eat even after break fast, I think I'll faint. At least I can drink water for now.
Ok, I realise that I have not been posting my true deep inner thoughts. Well, when I am in the mood to indulge my inner thoughts and emotions in the blog, I'll do it but most of the time, my head is dead due to the long absense from school. Hehehe... I've not had time out to make my head think, and I do mean, THINK. I've just been so practically busy with other stuff. To want to make a trip to the library is already tough on me to do. Ah craps, those are all just excuses I guess. I am more busy with Fauzi than anything else!! Hehehehe.. :P Just kidding.
I miss Fauzi a lot though. His sweet nature, silly thinking and cute personality is what makes me still attracted to him. Each time, it is a different situation with different surroundings and different conversations(or sometimes none!! *cheeky*) and that's what makes our relationship different from any other. He almost always makes me laugh and when I'm not, it is mostly tears of joy. I enjoy his presense and company. I don't think I can get tired of him. He can get so unpredictable at times, in a good way of course. He's my angel to take care of me and watch over me...
I've been thinking about Amrul and Dean nowadays. Just thinking how they are doing and all, especially Dean. I want to call him but each time I do, his handphone is off. And when he calls, it is always at the wrong time. When he gets online after he books out of camp, I'd be ready to log off to go out or something else. Amrul is definitely busy with work and his fiancee. I don't get to see him online much at all. I seriously wonder when I can round up those two together and go for a good night out at the beach contemplating about life and almost every other single thing on Earth with our three different perceptions and thinking. I miss Dean's whinings about everything that bothers him and I miss debating with Amrul each time he throws me a fact about anything. I can only pray that the both of them are safe and sound with good health. I miss you guys...
Ah well, I got to go and do my chores. I smell the whiffs of chocolate chip cookies my mom are baking for Hari Raya. MMMmmmmm!!!!