Sunday, October 31, 2004
Somehow, I don't feel so good inside. I feel as if something is wrong or something is about to go wrong. I don't know about what exactly but I seriously don't feel so good and it's scaring the shit out of me. Something just feels totally wrong...
The 'Yanni-hating Wickeds' issue is getting out of hand. And I don't like this at all. A problem should be solved fast but in a mature and fair manner. Will the problem only be solved when they've unnecessarily involved every single living person connected to Yanni?? Is this the way 'grown up, mature people'(as they allegedly say) settle a problem like this?? By hurling profanities, insults, giving threats, thinking up of every possible reason to create more trouble, aggravating an already sensitive problem and showing how childish and immature they are by contradicting their own words?? How does someone judge another person's character and behaviour without ever talking or meeting that person? With hearing only one side of the story, how is the whole picture seen and understood? Alas, there is no such thing as fairness in this world. To understand is to sacrifice your own ego and pride and actually listen. Such pretty girls they are but sadly, their way of approaching a problem is, I believe, very wrong. Oh God, help to open their eyes and hearts as only then will they fully understand what they are doing. Hurting other people is not going to solve anything at all...
Gosh, I can't believe I am still wide awake. I met up with the peeps and Fauzi at Lover's. I was definitely happy to see him but he sure have lost a lot of weight. There is no more love handles around his waist and there is no more meat around his cheeks!! With me right beside him, I think we look disastrous together with him being so drastically thin and me being so drastically fat!! Hehehe, just kidding. After the rest went home, Said, Omar, Fauzi and I went to 888 plaza coffeeshop and sat there, with Fauzi and Omar doing most of the talking about, what else, NS. I felt like going crazy with the non-stop yak about NS, NS and more NS!! A couple of hours later, Said and Omar went home leaving me and Fauzi finally alone!! Yippee!! We were together all the way until sahur and even after sahur, we still sat at the coffeeshop talking and talking(well, more like him talking) about his performing experiences and shows he attended until it was near day break!! We only decided to go back home when he started having stomach aches so I sent him to the bus stop and by the time I reached home, it was already 7am! Hehehe... Will be meeting him again later to break fast at Iman together with the rest of the peeps. He's booking in only at 9.45pm!! Yay!! More time for him and me!!
Urgh... Pain... Cramps... I can hate period sometimes...
Sigh, there is a meeting later at 2pm at BBCC. I don't feel like going. A bit tired now... Sigh, shall see how it goes lah. I don't even know what the meeting is all about...
*yawns* I think I should go catch my 40 winks... *yawns* Won't hurt, right? ZZZzzz....
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