Wednesday, October 13, 2004
I had borrowed my little notebook to Fauzi to bring back to camp so that he can read my little entries in that notebook. He was dying to read whatever that was inside my notebook for it kept lots of my intimate and most personal experiences and secrets. Considering that I didnt wish to keep anything from him, I lent it to him for the whole 5 days he was in camp last week and that darling of mine made a few entries himself into that notebook. Hehehe... This was what he wrote...
Monday 04/10/04 12:55PM Here i am , Rec Muhd Fauzi, slacking in e bunk with nothing on my mind except for one thing - e owner of this diary... khekhe... At this time, I think my hunny is still in slumberland. I'm sure she had a long day yesterday, practicing at Kallang Theater since 8.30am. Seeing her on stage, performing with e silk dancers makes me proud of my lady and also happy because she's doing something she enjoys most - DANCING. I will always try to support her in doing e thing that she's proud and passionate of. I will always try to see her shows, practices and sometimes when I'm ready to make a fool of myself, I'd dance with her... khekhe... It took me four solid years to find back e lost love. Despite her "interesting" past and e fact that she "went out" with my close friend Azlan, it surprisingly doesn't seem to bother me at all coz I know that I love her for what she is now. She may not be drop dead gorgeous to some but to me, everytime I see her in front of me, e glow around her cannot go unnoticed. She possesses e personality that captured my heart since e first time we met - loving, confident, sweet, and much more positive traits that I could only tell if my vocabulary is superb. She has her flaws. So do I. Perfect!! Khekhe... *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* . WooHoo!! *winks* Two months is probably too short to measure and predict what it will be like in e future. In fact, I wouldn't want to think about our future as I want to take each day at a time and cherish every single day with her. I miss her so much whenever my mind is not focused on army info. She will always be a treasure in me and nothing can take her away from me. Haiz... gotta go for lecture now. Tata!! -Fauzi
Wednesday 06/10/04 10:07PM Three more days to book out day... may seem short but if you're a recruit in Tekong, it is awfully looong!! And I'm missing my bunny as always. Well, gonna spend some quality time with her like I always do during e weekends. She's a wonderful place to seek comfort and love... and that's why I sayang her so much! Hehe... Well, gotta call her now!!! -Fauzi
Thursday 07/10/04 9:00AM Just got back from ET Run Interval Training... very shagged but satisfying. Out of e 3 rounds of distance running, I emerge top in my platoon in e last 2 rounds! I'm sure my darling will be proud of me... hehe... I just love it when she's proud of me. It somehow pushes me to do my best in all my trainings just by imagining that she's watching over me. Some inspiration huh! Khekhe... Just heard her voice inmy voicemail... Makes me miss her even more. Seems that e doubts I had about girl-and-boy-in-NS relationship are truly absolete now. It somehow adds weight to our relationship, making it strong and stable. Of course, having a wonderful partner like her is a godsend. I guess getting together just before NS is a perfect timing. Now I'm striving to be in e fittest shape of my life so that she can walk beside me with great pride and confidence. Just like how I hear comments from my friends like "She looks better in person" and e "P-R-E-T-T-Y" thingy from Richard... khekhe... Somehow I got to teach her to accept compliments because by doing so, she will learn to accept herself. These kind of positive motivations we give each other is a strong factor in our relationship. And this Saturday, *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* ... khekhe... 2 more days to book out day!!! -Fauzi
Friday 08/10/04 10:10PM Yes ah! One more day to book out day!! Can't wait to get my hands (and lips!) on my darling tomorrow (*censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* *censored* ). Been missing her a lot lately. Must make full use of e book out period as I'll not be seeing her for e next 2 weeks! Aargh!! But what e heck? I'm just gonna cherish e time we'll spend tomorrow and let her know time and again that she's always loved by me. Got to call her just now and told her mushy things I wrote bout her. A sentimental soldier. Cool huh! Hehe... Ok... gotta call her now before I go to sleep. This will be my last entry before I hand back this diary to e rightful owner who will obviously read whatever I wrote and if you're reading this, my love, I LOVE YOU!! -Fauzi -Loving You Always-
*P.S. - To those wondering why there are a lot of *censored*, well let's just say that that is just between me and Fauzi... *winks*
Sweet isn't it??? I never realised he could be loving me as much as I am loving him!! Hehe!! Gosh!! Look at the time!! I need rest... Am going to Geylang with my mom and aunt later in the day to buy my Hari Raya clothes. I shall end this post with a little letter that Fauzi wrote to me last week in camp that touched my heart so deep, I felt like the most luckiest girl in the whole wide world!! Here it is...
Hani. Permataku. Nyawaku. Sayangku. Sejak pertama kali ku bertentang mata denganmu, matamulah yang menarik hatiku seolah-olah matamu memiliki sepasang tangan selembut sutera. Lenggok sopanmu dan gurauan seumpama memukau setiap panca indera diriku. Ku disirami kasih sayang yang tidak terhingga darimu dan kerana itu akan ku belaimu dengan sepenuh hati dan nyawaku. Walaupun kau tiada bersamaku, seri wajahmu sentiasa muncul di setiap selok mindaku.
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