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Remember the first day when I saw your face
Remember the first day when you smiled at me
You stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
Remember the first day when you called my house
Remember the first day when you took me out
We had butterflies although we tried to hide
And we both had a beautiful night
The way we held each others hand the way we talked the way we laughed
It felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one
I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul
Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
Remember the first day we had an argument
We apologized and then we compromised and we haven't argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games
Remember the first day you fell in love with me
It felt so good for you to say those words cause I felt the same way too
The way we held each others hand
The way we talked the way we laughed
It felt so good to fall in love
And I knew right then and there you were the one
I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul
I'm so happy so happy that you're in my life
And baby now that you're a part of me
You showed me showed me the meaning of true love
And I know he loves me
I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul
He looks at me and his brown eyes tell his soul
This song is dedicated to my darling Fauzi. In my opinion, this song best describes us and well, plus the fact Fauzi actually do have brown eyes. Perfect song for him!!
To me, the love we have for each other is as intense and deep as the song. We may have only met 3 months ago, though we knew each other for more than a year, but I've never met a more sincere and loving person than him. With such rare sincerity and passion, it wasn't difficult for me to fall in love with him. Our relationship is the most open, most passionate, most loving that I've ever been in. The mutual understanding, the gift of being able to read each other's thoughts, the strong affection, the maturity(while still being able to succumb to our inner child at the same time) and the sweet love are just some of the strong factors in our relationship. We went through quite some rough times in the beginning, with me having trust issues and him fearing I'd leave when he went into NS. Somehow, with all that trial and tribulation, we are now even stronger in bond and love. With him, it feels like Valentine's Day every day. His willingness to open up to me and express to me how he feels and what he thinks is something I'll never take for granted for among all guys that I've known and met, he was one of the very rare few who was able to captivate my heart with his gentle and open approach. What I have just mentioned are some of the qualities of Fauzi that I admire and love. I know that I will never take him for granted as it took me so long just to find a guy like him. For what it's worth, he is everything and more.
Sigh, I've fallen hard for this guy in such a short time. This is how amazingly incredible Fauzi is to me. I can only hope that nothing goes wrong in this relationship. I know for sure there will be some setbacks but I hope there won't be any that will totally destroy us.
But one thing's for sure....
I can't wait to see him later!!! He's booking out at 10plus AM and I'm so excited!!! Sheesh, I've never been THIS excited to meet him! I've really missed him so much when he was away to field camp. Never a day passed by that I'd not think of him and miss him. Geez, I'm making it sound as if he was gone for months when he was only away for 7 days! Hehe! We'll have the rest of the weekend to ourselves after the kenduri Arwahnya Azman later in the evening.
One thing that took me by surprise when he called me on Thursday night(after field camp) was when he read me a letter he wrote, in malay, about me. It was so sweet and heartfelt that I cried!! As he was reading it to me, tears just flowed down my cheeks. I've never heard such sweet and beautiful words than when he was reading it to me. I never expected that he'd feel so much about me. I'll try and post up what he wrote in days to come.
As for now, I think I should go and retire to bed now before I end up meeting Fauzi later looking like I've aged a hundred years with panda eyes and then scaring him to death(or more like making him laugh to death... hmmmm). Meantime, to all reading this, smile more and you shall spread love.... Damn, I sound like a hippie.