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What do you guys think of the picture above eh?? HAHAHAH!! That was what I wore for one of the dance numbers for that hip hop cum dangdut night last saturday. Sexy eh?? ISH!!! SO VERY THE MALU!!! Fauzi printed that picture and put it up on his locker door. Even more malu!!! What's making me more malu is he said that that picture is his bunkmates' favourite picture out of all the pictures put up on his locker door. SHEESH!! SO MALU!!!
The dangdut and hip hop night was a very tiring event for all who were involved. A surprise visit from Afi, things going missing, programme plan all screwed up but everybody did enjoy themselves at least. After that event, spent some quality time with my sweetheart at his place watching Malaysian Idol rejects videos, reading FHM jokes, playing a scary game(Fauzi was so scared that he kept covering his face with the NewPaper while I was the one navigating around the game) and basically doing a lot of laughing and catching up the whole night as he was to book in the afternoon the next day.
The weekend passed by quite fast for us. One moment we are laughing away reading stupid jokes, the next moment I was already sending him off to the east side. I was so damn tired by Sunday, I couldn't even muster enough energy to go for tarian practice for the Perdana finals. I just had to go home and rest.
Yesterday's shooting for Channel I was quite tiring because we kept doing the same dance sequence again and again and again. Shafiq, who didn't get that particular part of the dance that day, ended up having that part memorised in a minute because we had to do it over 20 times. It was quite a laugh though.
I was actually upset at Fauzi yesterday because I found out that he had sent Sticky Notes and Virtual Kisses to girls he didn't even know in Anakmelayu.com last Saturday. How am I expected to react to this??? It was sure heartbreaking to find out about this because not only for the fact that he sent those to the girls but his subscription had ended and he still sent them!! It is like him kissing a girl but it meant nothing to him but the action of him kissing the girl still is a 'fact'. I was so not myself yesterday night that Apok even asked "Kenaper dengan kau nih??(what was wrong with you?)" but what can I say to him?? I didn't even feel like talking about it. I am not trying to bring up the past but he had misplaced my trust in him twice before and this can be considered the third time. I admit that I am a very insecure person when it comes to matters of the heart but how can I not be when these things happen?? He called me in the afternoon just now wanting to talk about it. He said he'll do this and that to prove to me that he loves me and that he doesn't wish to lose this relationship.... That all he wants to do is make me happy. Do you think that it is all talk, no action?? I don't know. I have a serious issue when it comes to trust. Another proven point: Anakmelayu.com either makes or breaks your relationships.
His birthday and mine is inching closer. Well, his is actually tomorrow. I want to try to make his birthday as special as he is to me during the weekend. Hmm... Shall see what I can do about it.
This is all the update I can afford to tell you guys for now. Not much time ah! :) Take care peeps...
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