Friday, September 10, 2004
Been some time since I updated. One helluva hectic week for me and I am stressed over so many stuff. I've the dikir competition to get myself ready for this weekend and the dance show next weekend to worry about. SHEESH!! Otak boleh pecah just trying to remember the dance steps and the dikir steps.
So far, I am doing fine in the dikir side. My first time doing dikir barat and so far, I am doing ok in memorising the steps, the lyrics and other menial stuff. Somehow, the way I perform the dikir steps reminds everyone of Fauzi. Hehehehe... Omar said that it must be due to the couple thing, that's why we do things similarly. Khekhekhekhe.... Farnie. Since this is the last competition of the year for the female dikir team, I might as well do my best for this and get it over with. I AM enjoying myself one way or another anyway, though I kept wishing Fauzi was with me throughout the whole time of my training. The support he could give me would boost up my confidence and help me perform better for sure!
Talking about Fauzi, he is booking out later at 4pm!!!! WOOOOO HOOOO!!! I am so excited about it that I've not slept the whole night!! I really want to see him so badly. I've been so stressed out recently and a big tight hug from him will help me calm down inside. I've been missing him so badly. I've not been able to talk to him much the past days because I've been so busy with training that I hardly got time to talk to him before lights out. Time lost will definitely be made up tonight. All night out with him and spend quality time because I'll be down with dikir training early on Saturday before the competition on Sunday. STRESS!!! AAAAHHH!!
ok I am calm... And hungry... I think I should go and get myself something to munch on now. Breakfast is the most important meal of the day anyway right? :P