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Or this??
I do not know which one I prefer. Meantime, you guys decide and then tag me aites?? Thanks!!
Last Saturday, I went off to Tekong to pay Fauzi a visit. It was his Parent's Visiting Day and it was a very warm day, even warmer in Tekong. When I reached the ferry terminal, I was lugging stuff which he had told me to buy and bring. I was feeling quite stressed from carrying the stuff and still feeling the tension from buying his underwear considering I didn't know his size!! Girls, imagine you going to the underwear side of the men's department, taking one underwear out from each size, measuring it against each of the underwear and estimating which will fit your boyfriend better while others in the store look and watch you do that and still have them staring at you while paying for the item and when walking out of the store. How embarrassing can that get?? So when I reached the ferry terminal at Tekong and saw him standing at the arrival area, I walked faster, hoping I'd get a smiley 'Hi' from him but instead, he shouted "Kenaper lambat???(Why so late??)". Apparently, he had been standing and waiting for an hour for my arrival and thought that I wouldn't come after two ferry boats came and left. Still not good enough reason to shout at me though. And since I was in PMS mode, I was more emotional and sensitive than I should be and I got really upset and unappreciated because there I was doing all the stuff he told me to do and he shouted at me. So I just said in a very low tone, "You may be used to the shouting but I am not." and it was only then that he realised what he had done and apologised. Sheesh!! He said that he is now so used to shouting that he hadn't realised that he had shouted at me because he thought he was "talking" to me. In my head, I was going 'Whatever!'.
We walked all the way to his block and sat down at the top of a small grass hill. He ate the food I brought him and talked, telling me the stuff he does and pointing who is who among his platoon mates. He even brought down his diary, given free by the SAF on the first day, and showed me whatever he wrote in it. He had written "Fauzi love Hani" repeatedly on one full page and "Fauzi sayang Hani" on another full page. He even drew my full name on one of the notes and wrote something on another note page. This was what he wrote exactly:
One whole day has passed
I'm already starting to miss her
Wonder when will this last
Till we can get back together
Her hair, her laughter, her smile
All the beauty in her it lies
But what makes it all worthwhile
Is to look deep into her loving eyes
Into her eyes I will see
That is only when I get to meet her
Loving her forever it will be
Together forever n ever
Met my love I did yesterday (25/8/04)
;P
Psssstt.... I miss her so much....
*winks*
Now isn't that sweet???? When I read this to my best friend, she said that it was very simple but very sweet. Touching, isn't it?? Hehehehe...
Not long after, it was already time to go back home. I wouldn't go off to the ferry until almost everyone had gone as I kept hugging him because I knew I was going to miss him a lot. His platoon mate, Lutfi, kept teasing us about that. Well, too bad I had to go. It was so tough to walk away from him and leave him there. During the whole trip back home in the ferry, in the bus and in the train, all I could think about was him. Sigh....
Our relationship is getting better and better each day. He can't wait for this Saturday because it'll be our 1st month anniversary and also because we can finally spend one whole day together!!! He once said on the phone, "you and I may not be perfect but we are perfect for each other..." And I SO agree with him!! I can only hope that the happiness, love and peace in our relationship stays that way. He once said that he had never been upset or angry at me because he couldn't find any reason to. Sigh..... I am not falling anymore. I am floating deeper into the realms of love. If I am not floating, then I'm sure I am being carried... By him. -daydreams of Fauzi-
Dance training just now was alright. I've not been dancing for some time and it took me some time to get back to normal composure. I sure missed dancing but I couldn't wait for the time to pass by so that I could get back home and call Fauzi. Right after training, I rushed back home and practically jogged back home from the bus stop. The moment I had the phone in my hand, I immediately dialed his number. It was a short call but worth it all. I can't wait to hear his voice again.
Sweet sensations from being in love....
He has photos of me pasted on his locker mirror to look at while I have his poem(he tore the paper which the poem was written on from his SAF diary and gave it to me) to read whenever we miss each other. We like to caress each other's faces and like the feeling of being caressed. And we tend to stare at each other when the other is not looking. Hehehehe.... Ok ok I should stop here before each and every one of u starts to puke from the extreme mushy-ness of this post. I know it irks at least SOME of u!! Hahaha... Sheesh!!
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