He knows the people I know dating back to my primary school days until now and maybe it is all just a coincidence and that Singapore is just so damn small but I'll let you know, we can easily know what each other is doing and thinking without the need to ask! Now THAT, to me is creepy.
But the most wonderful thing about us is the strong love we have for each other. We cant help but be caring, loving and sweet towards each other. We always have the urge to see each other even though we'd have met just 2 hours ago! We can never keep our hands off each other and I can just stare into his eyes for hours on end!! He once watched me sleep and thinks that I look very innocent in sleep even though I snored!! He'd call me every time he is free from activities in camp and he never fails to make me laugh. If I am upset or angry at him(happened quite a few times), it is so difficult to show him that I am upset because I'd end up laughing from seeing his "I-am-seriously-sincerely-very-sorry" look because it looks like Puss in Boots in Shrek 2 with the big eyes and ever so innocent face!! Hehehehe! We also have a song symbolising us, which is playing right now. He played and sang that song twice to me, once with the guitar and the other with the piano. So sweet, isn't it?!?! Hehehe... *I sound so 'school girl'-ish and immature in this paragraph, don't i??? PFFT!!!*
Strange, how I was doing fine in my life without him three months ago but now, I cannot imagine life without him. I was about to pledge independence away from couplehood and stay happy with being single but considering the situation right now, I'm sure glad that I am attached to him!! Another strange thing is the guys who are confessing their feelings for me right after getting attached. Shadrin was one whom I've always had a big crush on but we've only been friends. My very own buddy, Dean confessed that he liked me a lot and wished that he had told me sooner. Shiran, whom I thought is way off my league and definitely not the type to complement me because we are so different from each other, told me that he still very much likes me and that he has always been waiting for me and for months now. Geez, I thought he'd forget about me since I've not contacted him for so long. These three guys are definitely good prospects for they can give me stability but as how my cousin says, "They got money and looks!!", my reply was, "Is money and looks all that matters??". The three of them didn't make me feel the same way as I do for Fauzi. They didn't make a change in my life but Fauzi made a big impact. Fauzi has made me more happier than I could ever remember with his humble, kind, sweet, caring, positive, loving and humourous nature. He has shown me how much he loves me and how much I mean to him with his proven actions and not just by words. I've never felt so loved in my life before!!! And I love him so much that the thought of him smiling with his brown eyes gleaming is enough to make my heart flutter. OMG!! I AM GETTING SO MUSHY AND SWEET THAT IT BECOMES SICK...
BUT I LOIKE!!! SHEESH!!! He has turned me from a selfish bitch to a soft-hearted sweetheart!!
SHEESH!!!