Friday, August 20, 2004
My day today was spent mulling about at home. Lounged about on my big queen-sized bed as I didn't have enough energy to get out of it. Was down with fever in the morning and afternoon and the coughs didn't subside at all. The phlegm in my throat just got even more and somehow, I couldn't cough it out no matter how hard I cough. Sheesh!!
Fauzi called me for a minute in the early afternoon while I was asleep. I didn't mind at all waking up to his voice. In fact, it made me feel a little better. Hehehe. I slept some more until 6pm. Sheesh!! I must have been really weak to be sleeping so much eh??
did some surfing around, had my breakfast/lunch/dinner of rice and tofu smothered over with peanut sauce. Yummy!! I got to watch Singapore Idol episode 2 and boy, it is such a lowdown... A damn lowdown. I know people who can sing waaaaaaayyy better than all of them, I think!!! The limelight was only on those who seemed to have had sad,happy or dramatic moments. Those who were more quiet were left out totally out of the camera's sight. Sad... Totally sad.
Dean called me a couple of times during the show, complaining(as always lah he!!) about the activities he had to do like running, going to the gym and stuff. No matter how many times I told him to enjoy his time there, there will always be a negative outburst out of that boy!! And I am the one who have got to listen to his complaining and whining. Hahaha... But then again, no matter how whiny or annoying Dean can get, I still love that boy to bits. He may be 21 but I feel as if I am the older sister taking care of her younger, immature brother!! Hahaha!! Sheesh!! If Dean was to read this, he'd strangle me!! Oops!! *smiles ever so innocently*
Fauzi called me not only once, not twice but three times(felt like four times though...Hmmmm) today!!! First time was in the afternoon, the next was a short one at 10pm. The next was him calling me again to ask if I knew a guy named Sofian because that guy(whom I knew from the sentosa shoot) is in the very same bunk as Fauzi and knew Fauzi way before in school because they were in the same course. Seriously, how small can Singapore get??? In one of the calls, he actually professed to me that he missed me. Awwwww, how sweet is that?? So TOUCHING!! Hehehehe... I had asked him what his intention was shouting 'I love you' on the phone to me and then hanging up. Here was his reason, "well, I was bored and so I told everyone to hear me say 'I love you' to you and hang up and that's what I did"(not in his exact words... I cant remember every single thing can I???). Hehehehe, such a sweet little darling eh?? I just can't wait to see him next Saturday!! He is making me miss him SO much more with each call he makes!! Strange but true!
before he had called me at 10pm, I thought that he was too tired to call me and so I messaged him saying that he wouldn't need to call if he couldn't and wished him goodnight and the other mushy stuff you'd expect to get from your romantic girlfriend(as if!!). Soon after, he called saying he had replied to the SMS I had sent him but he wouldn't tell me what he sent through the phone. I couldn't go read the SMS before finishing talking to him and after much of "rindu ker??.. mesti rindu!!"-s and "I love you... I love you too..."-s, I finally got the moment to check the SMS. That particular SMS of his to me had the power to make me sit, smile from ear to ear, kiss the phone and say "I love you so much..." Like as if I was mad and out of my mind!! This was what he said....
"Sekian hari yang berlalu, makin membara rasa rindu...Semakin lama kau menghilang, lagi makin ku sayang... Fauzi & Hani... ;p"
*everybody goes AAAAWWWWWWWWWWW!!!* isn't that sweet and romantic???? The feeling is so indescribable but it sure made my heart jump in joy! Weeeeeee!! Hehehehe!! Sheesh!! I am sure basking under the sun of love; it shining down on me, wrapping me in its warmth. It feels wonderful, it feels great. Most of all, it makes me feel whole. Fauzi is that missing jigsaw piece all this while. He has been in my life but I never realized his existence until more than a year later but I am glad things are the way it is now. I am definitely grateful to the Almighty for this gift which came in the form of Fauzi. Alhamdulillah, everything is going great and insya`allah, we'll stick together through the future tests God has in store for us. I pray to all those who are in love, who will soon be in love and who have lost faith in love that they wont give up and that they'll believe in the love they share with their significant other and may they be as happy as they should be. Amin.
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