Thursday, August 05, 2004
AAAAAARRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!! FARK IT MAN!!! FARK IT!!!! i had typed such a long post and all of a sudden, the whole thing got highlighted and i had accidentally pressed delete. AAARRGGGHHHHH!!! shits man.... i feel like kicking this damn screen!! sigh... *hunny cool down... WOOOZAAAHH....*
ok ok... let me try to recap and RETYPE every single thing in the 'deleted' post. haiz...
i followed Fauzi to his rehearsal for a show this weekend. zubir abdullah was there too. for this show, he is playing the accordian and for the next different show this weekend too, he is going to play the bass guitar. talented darling i've got eh?? hehehhee... unfortunately, the jamming studio we were in was damn freaking small. i had to squeeze through everyone just to make such i could take proper photos. and it was damn freaking warm even though there was air-con. sheesh... almost everyone was in sweat after playing all the song pieces. after the rehearsal, all of us had our late dinner somewhere in kallang. it was the first meal of the day for me.... kway teow goreng. pathetic.. yes i noe.. didnt even taste that nice. ah well, made our way back home by train after that. almost throughout the whole journey, Fauzi kept yawning. if i was paid a dollar for every yawn of his, i would have enough dough to last me the next month. hahahhaa!! ok that was exaggerated but u guys can imagine the amount of times he was yawning ah. he was yawning for like every 3 seconds!! hahaha... that poor thing was really damn tired even though he kept denying it. he went home straight while i hung out wit the admiralty peeps for a while before heading home in the bus with Bob Nasir.
ok now maybe i should fill u guys in a bit about my sweetheart. i first knew him through IRC. we chat only once in there and i remembered him mostly because of a distinctive picture that he sent me. it was him in a trenchcoat standing and the colours were grey, black and white. we didnt chat with each other again until we 'bumped' into each other in Anakmelayu.com. it was quite a surprise. to add more to the surprise, he turns out to be living in the same area as me and his best friend is my former classmate whom i was quite close to during my secondary school years.
for more than a year since the first time we chat in IRC, all we did was chat online in MSN. there was the occasional deep thinking chats and there was the casual hi-bye online. we've never sms-ed each other nor talked to each other on the phone. why we never got further than chatting, i shall never know. there were some points in time we did mention about meeting up but never happened until one day, we chat and chat and chat for the whole night and morning and decided to finally meet after more than a year of just chatting. weird but true. i guess we found the conversation chat to be very interesting and decided to meet up to continue that conversation.
i remember that night we met because it was the night of the blackout which affected almost all of Singapore. the rest, as they say, is history. hehehee.... after i met up with him, i also found out that he went to the same poly as me and he knew almost every single friend i knew!! sheesh!! the weird thing was, we never really bumped into each other even though we were from the same school, the same neighbourhood with the same friends. it was such a big coincidence that he'd know people i know right from the present until people of my past!! well, i dont know whether i would call it fate or just plain coincidence. i suppose Singapore is just a very small country eh? ehhehe...
from the first meet, it progressed from friends to dating and now to coupledom. i actually never expected to meet him in my whole entire life because my impression of him from his pics is that he is a playboy with his charming smile and also he can use the fact that he is a multi-talented musician to attract girls. i thought i wouldnt even have a chance with this guy so never did i even think i'd be with him right now, ending up me falling in love with his sweet character and gentlemanly persona. have i mentioned that he smells great?? hahaha... a soft spoken guy... a caring and loving individual.. multi-talented musician... sweet gentleman.. hmmm sounds too perfect?? well everyone has their flaws and so does he. it is just a matter of accepting those imperfections and by accepting it, that person is deemed perfect to me.
presenting now is the most loving couple in the world..... NOT!! khekhekhe...
Fauzi and Hani... don't we just look cute together??? hahaha... self-praise is not an international disgrace!! not for me!! who else will praise me other than myself right?? hehehe...