Thursday, July 08, 2004
spent the whole entire day of wednesday at home. damn freaking bored... so i slept most of the time!!! hahaha... damn slack!! felt like going over n join the rest at farah's place but i kept going in and out of la la land. by the time i truly felt energized, it was already 10plus pm!! hahaha... geez.. tt's truly sad!!
Fauzi told me to come down to the bus stop on Wednesday night... the chill out place for him and his friends. ok fine, so i told him i will be coming down at around 10 to 11 plus pm. considering i've a very long shoot that starts early next morning at sentosa, i actually sacrificed the beauty sleep i need just to go down and meet him. in the end, when i arrived he wasnt there and it was already 11 plus pm. thinking he was late, i just waited until i messaged him using yanni's fone. HE WAS STUCK IN TOWN WIT A FREN(i assume the fren is a girl) AND HE GAVE ME A STUPID REASON.. THAT HE HAD LOST TRACK OF TIME!! goodness, if he had wanted to spend time with his fren, shud hav just told me earlier!! didnt have to wait until the very last damn minute... until after i come down and after messaging him!! i just got pissed off ok coz i came dwn dere to see him... i came down dere coz he asked me to... i came dwn dere coz i had already confirmed with him i was coming. i hate it when people bubble me!! and when i use the word 'hate' here, i truly mean HATE!! ARGH!! *hunny stomps off...*
::ok ok i m not stomping off... i m no spoilt brat... back to the story.. ::
when he called yanni's handphone, yanni passed the fone to me. he just said sorry which doesnt even sound sincere at all!! he even messaged bob to tell him to say sorry to me on his behalf. i just said whatever. i cant be bothered about people who dont bother about me. maybe to u guys, i am over reacting but from wat i am feeling, i dont think so. like i said to him, WHATEVER LAH!! AARRRGGGHHH!!!
ok now i ponder why am i so affected by this? i mean he is just a freaking fren!! why am i being so drama about this?? i donno but wat he did still pisses me off big time tho and i cant help it. am i jealous tat he was spending time wit someone who made him lose track of time which ends up with me getting bubbled? or was it that because i had sacrificed my time, energy and sleep tho knowing i'm going to have a long day the next day just for him and i get treated this way??? ARRGGHH!!! for all i noe now, i am PISSED and nothing else matters to me (for now) till that pissed off mood passes... HMPH!!!!
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