Saturday, July 31, 2004
oh darn.. sorry for the short hiatus from blogging. it was either i've no time to blog, too tired or plain lazy to even want to say anything. well i am back!!! back from where i oso donno uh.. ok i am starting my crap...
first of all, i'd like to wish Mal aka Haqmal aka Aqmal N. aka Aqmal Noor (eh braper banyak nama ko nak uh?!?!?konpius ako!!) CONGRATULATIONS!!!! congrats on winnning Anugerah. u earned it.. u deserved it... now everyone knows how well you sing.. yeah yeah now dont brag so much aites!! or else u get a *HAIYAK DUSH!!* from me!! hehehe.... *hugz*
to my darling Variasians who can read my blog, sorry for the absense and irresponsible attitude towards my job in Variasi. i am now out of my stupid depression and am back with full blast!!! so get ready for me aites!! love u guys... miss u guys too... *muacks*
been spending some quality time with my good buddy, Dean. i got to know
him thru Amrul whom i got to know thru AM.com. Dean has become my confidante, my buddy, my bullshit-crap conversationalist, my "horse"(i love to hop on his back and let him carry me around bcos he is so damn tall and i get to see a great view of everything from his height!!hehee...)... etc etc. geez, he talks and thinks just like me. hahahah.. the male version of me!! that is why he is my buddy!! eh that rhymes...
i've also been spending time with Fauzi. walking around here and there. i was actually supposed to watch his performance at the Esplanade last tues but i got there late. instead i watched his Raggae Splash rehearsal at the Esplanade Park that very same day. heehehe... and being the sweet darling that he is, he got me tix to the raggae party and also a tix to his dikirbarat competition this sunday. met up with him just now actually in the afternoon. he followed me to the place where i teach my students dancing for their teacher's day performance. he was just soooooo patient, just sitting there quietly while i teach the girls. when i went to the studio just now(Fauzi went off for his dikir barat training at Bukit Batok CC), i realised i was the only one there. i waited and waited in the studio and only Arif arrived. even that, he went off 15 minutes later. that was great. that was when i decided to do something which i never thought i would do. i went to Bukit Batok CC in search of Fauzi. what came over me to do that, i will never know when i could have gone home and slept!! hahaha... geez... *awwwww... so sweet of me isnt it??* somehow he seems to pop into my mind more often than before. {quote}dunno why...i've been thinking bout u more n more everyday...{unquote} hehehe.. that was what he said just now. touched my heart.. honestly!! heehe... haiz... AHAKZ!!
tomorrow, i will be going to the Raggae Splash party at Sentosa and on Sunday, going to the competition. hehehe... hopefully i will be able to enjoy myself. haiz... Sunday got meeting with everyone,literally EVERYONE of Variasi and then, there is the modern dance auditions. hmm... i will be damn farking tired man... haiz!! gosh, i am sure back wit a bang eh?? NOT!!
P.S. - Fauzi, this was what i wanted to tell you just now but too shy to tell. it might sound strange.. might sound weird... might sound shocking..(maybe also to the rest who are reading this right now).. dunno if it is the right time, right place or even the right thing to do but it is just how i feel... am not asking u to say or do anything about it but just accept it the fact.. i think i have..