Friday, July 16, 2004
"Love is always patient and kind; it is never jealous. Love is never boastful nor conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offence and it is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but the lights and the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes." - A Walk To Remember
"But her Love is like the wind. I can't see it but I can feel it..." - Landon Carter in A Walk To Remember
I have always loved this movie. I love it not for the fact that the lead actor is a cute hottie nor for Mandy Moore but for the fact that this movie inspires me. It gives me a new hope no other person nor thing can give. It helps me to believe and have faith in what I do and for what I am here for. more importantly, it makes me believe again that Love do exist and that nothing should be expected from it for it is unpredictable.
Love to me is ironic. It gives such great happiness and pleasure. It makes two people bond in a way that is unexplainable and indescribable. But it also gives heartbreak, anger and unhappiness.. But only to those who uses it to their own selfish advantage. Somehow Love works wonderfully when there is trust, honesty and sincerity. Only then would it be called 'true' Love. But 'true' Love's journey is always never smooth. The tests and boundaries is the thing that either makes or breaks a couple. Things happen for a reason, no matter how unreasonable the situation can be. Sometimes Love is like laxative. It helps to bring out all the shit in life. Sometimes Love is like candy; so sweet and oh-so-nice. But for sure, Love is like oxygen. We cannot live without it. To live life without Love is like living an aimless and unfulfilled life. Love conquers all boundaries. With Love, comes strength, courage, hope.... faith.
ok before you go off and assume anything like I must be in love with someone or whatever crap, let me just say that I am saying all these things out of motivation and inspiration which I got from the movie(which I just finished watching like 5 minutes ago). I sound as if I am on my deathbed, don't I?? hahaha... Well I cannot predict when Death shall come for me, that's for sure but better for me to say it out now before I do go right? I think that if I was to go without saying it, I wouldn't even have enough time to regret it. Now that would be a pity, won't it? hehhee.... Ok I don't know what I just said. I've not slept the whole night again. The things happening in my life right now should be overwhelming me but I feel quite calm actually. Maybe that is why I am having such a headache. hahaha... Oh well, it must be the time of the month. I am going all emotional and stuff. Warning for all to stay away from me!! trust me on this. When I am all emo and sensitive, it's UGLY!!! (oh well, I guess I should be saying UGLIER because I am already ugly as it is!!)
"Kau merubah segala, cinta yang ku dahaga. Kehadiran dirimu menyinari, buka semula hatiku. Kaulah segalanya, yang menyinar hidup ku kasih. Hanya satunya yang ku cintai. Hulur tangan mu kasih. Sambut cinta ku. Jangan tinggal daku seorang diri. Tak sanggup lagi dilukai. Maafkan daku jika salah ku, peristiwa yang pernah ku alami dulu. Aku tahu betapa pahit mu, menerima sejarah hidup ku. Kaulah segalanya, yang menyinar hidup ku kasih. Hanya satunya yang ku cintai. Sambutlah cinta ku. Jangan kau pergi dari sisi ku. Cinta ku padamu ikhlas sejati... Cinta ku pada mu.. Ikhlas sejati..."