Sunday, July 25, 2004
life can be so short. treasure what and who you've got now because you'll never know when they'll be gone.
Azman, i will never forget you for the rest of my life. i can still remember you sitting behind me in class, always teasing me and putting those "stapler stuff" on my chair so that i'd feel pain when i sit down on the chair. i'd do those stuff back at you but it was always in the name of fun. i also still remember you chucking chalk down my school uniform one time and i got upset because it stained my uniform. you and taufiq eventually said sorry and i was happy again. oh the troubles we got into that time. you, me, taufiq and rahimah would run around in the school field, challenging each other at the fitness area and by the time we got back to class, we'd be drenched in our own sweat. i still remember you falling on the thin platform with it between your legs at the fitness area. you said you felt no pain but from your face, i could see the pain. such a small and young guy but already know how to be brave and face pain and fear. your courage and brave attitude still held in you until last friday. i am sorry i was never there for you times before but i was glad that i was there for you during the last moments. seeing the amount of people who loved you and were there for you proved just what a great person you were. words will never fully describe who you really are. you are such an angel on Earth, spreading love and making people smile with your happy-go-lucky personality, looking as if nothing in the world will ever bring you down. you were always the teacher's pet but a great friend and always made a lasting impression on anyone who came upon your life.
Azman Bin Rahmat(1984-2004) telah kembali pada Rahmatullah. Kirimkan lah Al-Fatehah..
rest in peace now my friend. i am sure you are at a better place now with no sufferings and no pain. you deserve His Paradise, nothing less. memories of you shall linger on forever in everyone's minds and your love shall be felt forever in everyone's hearts. we all love you, my dear Azman. *May the Almighty forgive your sins and let your soul be at peace...* we will all miss you... we will miss you a lot. in fact, we are already missing you...
P.S. - sorry guys if this entry doesnt make much sense... i suppose my mind is still not in working order.. sorry once again...