Saturday, July 10, 2004
after dance training just now, i went down to the bus stop and found yanni sitting alone. poor thing had a slight argument wit bob cina. a few minutes later, syed, bob, omar and bob thai came down to the bus stop. yanni asked me if fauzi was coming down and i told her that i dont know. so she messaged fauzi and he confirmed he was coming down. well i actually went down to the bus stop to see him but in the end, when he did come down, i didnt even talk to him much. when he sent me home, we were quiet most of the time. he said that he was sorry but i just said ok. when we reached my block, we shook hands and was about to leave when he held on to my hand and pulled me to him. he said that he was sorry and that he didnt mean to do wat he did but i just said ok and walked off. once i got into the lift, i felt bad. really bad. very very very bad. when i got to my door, i couldnt help but to watch him walk off and that gave me a scary feeling which i couldnt shake off until now. i did not know why i just suddenly felt so worried about him.. like as if something was wrong. so i messaged him but no reply. i messaged him another 4 times but still no reply. when yanni got online, i asked yanni to message him but he also didnt reply to her. yanni said that most probably, he was tired and was sleeping at home. part of me wanted to believe her but another just said that he wasnt even home. i didnt know which one to side but for all i know, i was definitely worried about Fauzi. until now, i cannot sleep cos i am worried about him. i know i was over reacting on this situation. i definitely am and i am feeling so damn bad now over it. i can only pray that he is far from danger. i seriously am praying in my heart nothing bad happens to him...
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