Tuesday, June 01, 2004
i keep thinking about my short lil meet wit Mal yest nite(or morning) and i just cant stop smiling. his smile, his eyes, his hands on mine, him kissing my cheek, him rubbing my tummy... he is taking over my mind!! the way he makes me feel is something out of this world!! something i have never ever felt before. the way he makes me feel so at peace wit myself.. the way he makes me laugh.. the way he kisses my cheek.. uplifts my soul. but considering our situation, i am scared i will fall deeper... that was why i was scared to kiss him on his lips longer. i was afraid that if i had stayed one more second on his lips, i'd never stop... love is sooooooooo scary at times... *hunny massaging her temples*