Tuesday, June 29, 2004fuh.. tired babe... resident's day last sunday was great fun!!! hehehhe... sure i was stressed about stuff but ended up having so much fun.
i was told to perform tarian last minute!! hehehe... goodness, i was so stressed that i kept practicing the steps in the toilet. and everyone said that i finally looked like a proper beautiful malay girl with the makeup and clothes!!! hahaha!! i didnt say dat ok... the rest were the ones who said that!! hahaha... first time performing malay dance and it sure was fun!! i didnt even know i could perform malay dance in the first place!! WWWWEEEEEEE!!!
the highlight of it all(well for me at least) was the modern dance performance. we were all dressed so sexily and the dance steps were nice. everyone said that the performance was really good!! hehehe.... power to the max!!! if only someone had brought a video cam and shot us performing!! hehehe... i like the very last part of the performance where all of us did spontaneous dancing one by one. hehehe... i have to admit that i got the most cat calls when it came to my turn!!! hehehehe!!! tak malu seh aku!!! hahahaha!!! WWWWEEEEEE!!!
the dancers together with some others went to town after the performance. we watched Hip Hop Kidz at Forum, made our way to Youth Park for a while before going to watch Yayat's show at his workplace. hehehe.. seeing him in his solo performance was sooooooo farnie!!!! hahaha... unbelievable but fuh pawer!!! khekhekhe..
i spent the whole day of monday sleeping... hahaha... best!! but cos of it, i cant sleep now. ah well, at least got to talk a friend of mine, Mujahid, on the phone just now. we've known each other for months now but never met. well, we will be meeting tomorrow evening!! hehehe... is it a date?? hmm... i wouldnt know. hehe.. it is just a casual meet lah. he and i have been friends for months but never met for the reasons that i've been real busy with variasi and he's been travelling around and stuff before he starts school in august. we are finally meeting tomorrow. haha.. ah well, at least we had the proper amount of time to get to know each other. he is definitely a nice guy with a very captivating and sweet smile.. with his pearly whites!! hehe.. a definite cute guy with a great personality. we shall see how it goes eh?
as for Iman, i told him everything about how i felt and at least now the both of us know where we stand in each other's lives. he knows he wants to be with his current girlfriend and i know that i just want to be friends with him. i feel so much better now that the whole truth is out in the open. all i needed to know how he felt and thought. that was all i needed to move on. *hunny heaves a huge sigh of relief* i can finally let go of my feelings for him and move on in my life without feeling the hurt and pain of heartbreak. i learnt that the honest brutal truth with proper mature communication is the best way to go. i can finally move on..i can MOVE ON...