Sunday, June 27, 2004
as i get even more tired from the stuff i have to do nowadays, the less i think about seeing him. hopefully this will help make my feelings for him to gradually lessen. sure we do talk on the fone or in MSN but we try not to talk so much so we dont end up missing each other even more when we do put down the fone, ah well more like i m d one who wont miss him so much. ppl tell i am falling in love with him or watsoever crap but i will never admit to that. i am not falling in love with him or in love with him for the fact that he and i are supposed to be good friends and that is it!! sigh... am i just living in self-denial?? hmm... neh.. i will get through this no matter wat... i have to...