Wednesday, May 05, 2004
i was just so bored today.... for the first time i hav a day off n no one else i wanna go out with are free. darn it eh? ah well someone else was free n coincidentally, that person was feeling very down due to love and relationships... i cant just let this person give up on love just cos i did... so i met up wit the person just now... n it mite very well be one of the best things that has happened in my life...
his name is faidzad... i call him izad...from his fotos, he looked quite garang.. quite stuck up.. but when he logged in msn just now with a very sad n upset nick, i just had to approach him n ask him wat was wrong... it was only then he told me watever he was feeling... n i was feeling so sorry for him that i decided to meet up with him. we met up and we just talked and talked and talked like no one's business!! hehe, he is such an easy going guy with a cute face and a hot body to boot!! he told me about his past relationships and about wat he felt about everything in his life. (oh yah, before i forget to mention, he just smelled so yummy and his skin is damn fucking smooth!!!) ok back frm commercial break, we talked and we ended up hugging each other... i was just trying to give him comfort bcos i knew exactly what he was feeling. before we knew it, we were kissing and he is one damn hell of a good kisser!! by the time we finished kissing, my heart was beating so fast n i cud feel his heart beating at d same pace as mine too. we just cuddled, talked, kissed, talked, massaged, talked... his skin is just so smooth and nicely tanned... his body so toned n defined... n he has such a cute way of talking... he just talks non-stop!! hehe ... so comfortable with him.. i kept caressing his smooth cheek... n he kept kissing my forehead, my cheeks n my neck. it was such a nice feeling to b able to manja manja with someone again, to talk to someone openly again, to feel comfortable wit someone again... n he is such a romantic n loving guy!! that was definitely the biggest plus point for me!! he'd just take my hand n kiss it... or caress my shoulder unknowingly... or he'd mumble wishing that time just wudnt pass by so fast for he wanted to spend more time wit me. my heart is just ready to melt from its ice age period!! he didnt put on any airs... n he was just being his chatty n friendly self. hehe... ok i admit, i've a crush on him. who wudnt be if a guy as gorgeous as him... as romantic as him pops up suddenly into ur life?? aww darn, i feel lucky for letting him into my life... hehe... lucky that he exists in my life... haha... ok ok i shud just let time tell... i am definitely not putting up much hopes on him n me being an us cos i donno wat's goin to happen in d future.. i'll just leave it to the hands of God and fate.... *but den again, wudnt hurt praying that he'll pop d question soon right?? hehehe!!!*