Friday, May 28, 2004
been talking to a good fren of mine, Rul, about my situation about Mal. kept telling him tt i cant do anything abt the situation but he kept telling me i can... n i was not convinced till he said something... "nothing is more important than staying true to ur feelings.." i was sold on that.. now is just how to go about telling Mal how i feel.. how i still feel about him.. n how i am going to handle the rejection that will be coming from him. sigh, i expect that for sure. shud i just throw aside my pride to talk to him?? my heart is beating damn fast now... ok here goes nothing... will update later...