Tuesday, April 27, 2004
too much misunderstandings has been occuring nowadays...
Me: i dont think we can delay this any longer, but u do realise that we r drifting apart??
Mal: yup
Me: and ur not gonna do anything about it?
Mal: hmmmmm.... doin something about it..
Me: like?
Mal: dunno... wat u think?
Me: sigh.. u juz told u r doin something about it.. n now u donno?
Mal: me... everythings about me.. okays... it's like me being attached to me...
Me: huh?? wat r u talkin about?
Mal: i shud do something about OUR rship?
Me: now den u wanna talk about OUR?? all these times it was like only u... me... i... dere were no our...
Mal: oo ooo ok...
Mal: u want out?
Mal: okays... its out
*Mal logs off MSN*
wonder why people dont really wanna talk things thru.... dont wanna be honest... instead they just run away and think that they wont deal wit it again after that... i dont know why Mal decided to just not talk... well each time i try to talk to him, he seems to try and avoid it... but if he cant avoid it, he'll talk about it for a while before proceeding to saying he will think about it when he has gotten his rest. well donno whether each time he says that is true or just an excuse to escape the "nagging". it is such a pity cos he is actually a sweet guy... that sweet guy i fell in love with.... i guess people change when feelings change.... seriously, if Mal truly doesnt want this relationship anymore, if he truly doesnt want me anymore, i am fucking done with relationships. hell to dreams of marriage or children. cant even have a proper decent relationship, wat else marriage??? fuck wit love.... fuck wit everything lah!!