Monday, April 26, 2004
i just dont know what else to do anymore. i just want him to call me... just talk to me... i cannot stand this silence anymore!!!! does he even know just how much i need him? does he even realise that i do love him?? does he even know i am damn worried about him?? i just feel so..... helpless.... i dont know where he is.... i dont know what he is doing... i dont know how he is doing... i am going out of my mind right here. AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!! *where r u Mal?? where are you??? i am fucking worried about you! are you ignoring me?? has something happened to u?? just please msg me or something... anything!! as long as i know what's going on with u....* i'm seriously going out of my mind...